Perfect World

Chapter 18

Mina POV

"M-Momo. W-what are you doing here?" I stuttered.

"Just showering with you. Duh." She said give out this sly smile.

"Mina.." She said.

Her words came out slowly. Everything didn't feel warm anymore. It felt cold, like a bucket of ice being poured on me. I didn't respond to her. I couldn't.

I froze.

Everything felt numb but her eyes were alluring. Like a snake wrapping around its predator. Her hands trailed up to my neck slowly and I felt a soft peck on my shoulder. I shivering. She looked at me again and I bit my lips. A small moan escaped my lips.

What was that?

I have never done that. She kept kissing my neck. It felt nice but not what I wanted. I want to push her but I didn't. I soon felt her lips fall on top of mine. She closed the gap and it turn into a passionate kiss. Its not just a peck but a kiss where it held. This felt so right but so wrong. But then, it was bitter and I didn't feel loved. I felt used. I pushed her off of me.

"What's wrong?" She questioned.

"This!" I said shaking my head.

"All of this. Its wrong!" I said.

"Its not. Don't tell me, you don't feel anything between us, Mina." She said taking a step while I take a step back.

"No! The only thing I feel is hate and uncomfortable." I said.

I pushed past her and grabbed my towel. She open the curtain again revealing everything and I just looked away.

"Mina, don't walk away." She said sternly.

"Momo. We already had this conversation. We are just a friend. Nothing more. You are my best friend and you have changed so much. Its like, I don't even know you anymore. Please, don't ruin what we have. Please. I don't want to lose my best friend." I said.

She covered herself with a towel and sit on the bench near her bag.

"Yes, we are best friend. But I have been in love with you since we were little, Mina. Yes, I have player around with guys but it didn't feel right but with you, it just did." She said.

"I love you, Myoui Mina." She said.

I froze.

"No, you didn't. What if I'm not the one though, am I your first kiss with a girl?" I replied quietly.

She didn't respond. I open my bag and grabbed out light grey joggers, a black sports bra and a loose tank top. I slipped myself in them while Momo stared.

"Yes, you are my first." She finally speak.

"So, how do you know it feels right with me? You used to be all the time with me. I'm used to be with you. That's why you feel that way. Maybe I'm not the one, Momo." I said.

"Mina." She said my name slowly.

"What?" I said.

She didn't said anything. I slipped my sports bra on, what a struggle. One of the worst things to do right when you get out off the shower is putting on a sports bra.

"Mina." She called again.

"What?" I said a bit frustrated.

"Do you like Chaeyoung?" She asked.

This time, I didn't respond. It caught me off guard. I mean, I have not even fully processed the thought yet. I heard a small laugh break out behind me.