Perfect World

Chapter 57

Chaeyoung POV

Today my day still work as usual. I keep avoiding Mina and her friends. I once hear that Momo was searching for me but I won't make same mistake by sit down at the library as them know that my place. So, I just stay at the blenched outside as they definitely won't think I will stay here. As I'm focus on my reading, I heard Momo voice calling for me.

What the heck?!

I started to pack my items and walked away. I felt my tears started to come out. I don't know why. Momo keep message me to never give up on Mina. Honestly, I never give up on her. But, its hurt when she's the one was give up on me. I keep remind myself that its all my fault. My mom death because of me like my dad said. We come like this because of me. My dad hate me because of me. Mina hate me because of me. Everything is because of me. I lifted my hood over my head and walked down to the hall.

"Chaeyoung!" I heard Momo's voice from down the hall.

I continued to walk without looking back. I was so lost in my thought that I wasn't even paying attention to where I'm going. Soon enough, I ran into someone causing me to fall down.

"Watch it bitch!" A muscular guy said.

He wore letterman jacket and had a dopey grin as if I messed with a wrong person. My papers were everywhere and I started to pick them up. The guy soon kicked my assigned book to the side of the lockers. I was used to this. I mean for once things started to feel like they were getting back to normal. Being bullied, having no friends and doing my work.

"Faggot." He said and laughed.

I start to frown and sink lower into the ground, feeling hurt by the word. I mean no one has ever truly called me that. I mean considering when Mina and I dated I guess the whole school know about us now. I mean New Year, New me. Am I right? Stupid phrase.

"Hey dumbass! Watch out who you're messing with." I heard Momo's voice from behind.

She didn't have to defend me. My tears started to fall hard, the jock looked at Momo and scoffed at her. He soon walked away. I guess he knew if he messed with Momo, her mom would sue his ass. I started to collect my stuff roughly and throwing them in my backpack. This day is already bad so might as well go home. Momo tried to helping me up but I stop her.

"Chaeyoung, just forget whatever he said. You're worth. And please wait for Mina. She will come soon. Please." She said.

I just smile sadly. I could tell she saw tears running down my face. My face was nearly puffy. I looked at her to see Mina standing there looking shocked. I wanted to collapse on my knees again from seeing her face. Her mouth was slightly opened and she had a worried look. It is? My heart felt like it was being nearly torn out of my chest.

"Chaeyoung.." She mumbled.

Momo turned around to see Mina. All I did was step back. Run Chaeyoung! She doesn't want to see you! My mind keep telling me. As she walked up to me, I keep taking a step back. I can't breath.

"Chaeyoung, just breathe. Its okay... I'm here-." I heard Mina mumbled.

No.

Mina hate me.

She don't want to see me.

I should leave.

My mind keep remind me.

With that, I started to run in the opposite direction.

"Chaeyoung!" I heard Mina and Momo yelled my name.

I heard my name being called in the background but I simply ignored it. All I could hear were my loud sobs. Why does this happen? My heart was aching in pain. I sped home without a second thought but I wasn't ready for what I was about to see.