Perfect World

Chapter 58

Mina POV

She run away from me.

I make she run away from me. I hurt her to the point where I can't even get try to comfort my girlfriend anymore. I mean, are we even a thing anymore? I hope that we are. I know, I make a huge mistake by push her away. But I still love her. I felt Momo wrap me up in a hug and apologised for what just happened. A couple of tears started to escape. I can't believe I just let Chaeyoung run off into a state like that. What was I thinking? Both I and Momo make our way outside to search for Chaeyoung but before we actually could, we saw her car take away.

Great.

"Momo, I don't like this. What if something happen to her?" I said worriedly.

"Hey, stop thinking like that. Its going to be okay." She said.

She pulled me into a tight hug. I sigh. We start headed back inside and went back to the class. Surprisingly the time went by fast but I mean, I have been dozing off. I couldn't focus not with Chaeyoung on my mind. I was thinking how to woo Chaeyoung back. She's been avoiding me since I push her away. I'm such a stupid. Today I was heading to practice and I was really off my game today but the girls seemed excited to see me, so did Momo and Sana. They were sloppy, all of them. Maybe Momo and Sana were bad coaches as them said. I laughed to myself. I start to work in their tumbling skills.

Sloppy. Just sloppy.

"I told you, I was a bad, couch." Momo said with choppy breath.

"No. No. You were fine. Just not the best." I laugh.

(Ps : Momo is the best. 😘)

After making the team do crucial hours of hard work, I think we have half of our routine done for the competitions. All the girls gave me a hug at the end, which felt right considering most of them didn't accept me. I guess they are lightening up on me. Momo and Sana followed me to the locker room as we got dressed out of our sweaty uniforms.

"Are you going to check on her today?" Sana asked.

She was talking about Chaeyoung. I'm assuming Momo told her what happened today. I didn't know if I was going to. She seemed scared of me, and I don't want to surprised and push her away even more. Maybe in time, she will come to me but I was worried about her. What if she didn't come again to me? What if she take my words seriously? I can feel the pain in my heart sting just from the thought.

"Yeah, maybe." I mumbled.

"Want us to come with?" Momo asked.

"No. I don't think that's a good idea right now." I said.

She nodded her head.

"Want to have a movie night babe?" Sana asked Momo cheerfully.

"I would love to." Momo said smiled .

Sana pecked Momo's lips. 

I just rolled my eyes and laughed. We soon departed from each other and drove off. Maybe visiting Chaeyoung won't be a bad idea. I missed her. Stupid anger! The drive wasn't that far but there was a gut feeling that something was wrong. I pulled near her curb and saw her car parked in the driveway. The light in her room wasn't on which is weird because that's when I could tell she's home. I went up to the door and gave it a slight knock.

No answer.

I mean she's probably not going to answer because, I mean its me, Mina. The person technically push her away. After knocking on the door, I tried calling her. Her phone went straight to voicemail, which has never happened before. I start to get worry but again, maybe she's just avoiding me. I decided to go check her mother grave. Entering the gates of the sacred place, I made my way to the tree. The place was wide and various, there were multiple graves laid out linear to the grass. The grass seemed fresh and the dew was dropping nicely, seeing Mrs. Son stone from a distance I could tell Chaeyoung wasn't there. Making up the small a fresh flower was laid down, she was here. I sat down and looked at the stone, the silence was settling around the two of us. I felt my lips quiver at the thought that my parents lost her, not just my parents but Chaeyoung.

"I'm sorry." I whispered to her grave.

I felt the need to apologise. For what happened.

"Your daughter, Mrs. Son." I paused.

"She's the best thing that has ever happened to me. She's beautiful, smart, everything that anyone could ever ask for." I said smiled.

"I don't really know what to do. I-I don't really know how to earn her trust back. I-I push her. I-I was taken by anger and mad. I'm so stupid." I sobbed.

"I love her." My voice cracked.

"I really do." I mumbled.

"And I promise in front of you that I will do anything and everything to make sure thing were alright again. I promise I won't hurt her anymore and make her safe. I promise." I said.

I sat in her grace just a while more. The sun was slightly peeking out behind the clouds and a warm breeze blew through my hair. Slowly I started to believe that maybe everything will be okay.

Chaeyoung POV

The drive was about an hour or so, maybe even more. We only stopped at a gas station once and it was pretty run down. Where were we going actually? I was thinking about up and running but one was around and I doubt those telephone polls even worked. I been gazing at the tall trees around us while we drive by for the past couple hours. I wish I could at least listen to music but my phone is broken so, no headphones there. We sat in the car in complete silence. My dad didn't even glance at me.

By the end of our car ride, we were parked at an old house, something told me that things weren't going to end well. We were nearly in the middle of the woods, it was isolated, and all you could hear were bugs cricketing in the background. The weather still cold but no as much anymore. Talk about the bipolar weather in this state. We both got out of the car and made our way inside, it was empty. The house was about two stories high, rustic, white and dusty as if an exorcism could take place. I stopped near the door and didn't go any further. 

"You will be staying here for the next couple months." He said.

Next couple months?! What the hell was he talking about?

"W-what?" I asked completely confused.

He looked up at me with a glare.

"You heard me." He said while dropping my bag on the floor.

He can't leave me here. He can't abandon me again. Can he? I mean he's done it before when he leaves me at home but this is different. I don't even know where I am. If he leaves me, all I remember right now is that gas station was a couple miles out. The woods kept everything isolated though, no one could hear me if I screamed. I will have no one here. He start to walk out of the house with his creaking footsteps lurking behind him on the wooden floors.

"W-wait! Whe-where are you going?" I asked nervously.

"Away." He replied.

I started to get mad and scared. I didn't know which emotion was taking over me. I mean confusion? I was always scared but I just don't understand why he won't just talk to me. I bit my bottom lip and wrapped my arms around me just to comfort myself. I start to pace back and forth, his back was turned to me while he stood near the door.

"Why are you doing this to me?! You have left me for the past couple years! Alone!" I yelled.

I felt tears started to come out and my voice was shaking. Before I knew it a tight grip was on my collar. He had my neck at a tight grasp and got close to my face. His face was nearly centimetres away from mine.

"W-why are you doing t-this to me?" I yelled in struggle.

He gripped onto me tighter with one hand while the other was preparing for a beat down. I'm scared but I really need to know the answers. I wanted him to come to a realisation.

"You're my dad." I said calmly with no fear.

I looked at him in the eye and his just chuckled. I look at him in confused but I was crying. I'm more emotionally hurt. Feeling his gripped finally letting go, I fell to the ground on my knees crying. He didn't say anything but instead, he walked out near the door again.

"You're not my daughter." He said chuckled.

Before I could say anything, I heard a lock clicking at the door. You have got to be kidding me.

-dang! Too much conflict. I need some rest 😌. So, see you guys next week 😎-