( Bang Chan + Lee Felix )
❝Bad idea, I see that now.❞
┈┈ mistopher | 2021 ++
Christopher Bang could be labeled as rather unlucky when the secluded foundation of his living conditions is closely analyzed.
But what happens when he rebelliously opens...
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Lee Yongbok sunshinelix • Instagram 7:00 PM
> christopher
> what the absolute fuck did you do??
> and why have you not answered my messages from since afternoon
> answer me!!!
< Do you love Changbin?
> finally
> and yes? but i guess i have to get over him...
> please tell me u didnt message him. because if u did them thatd ruin all our chances of being together again
< Hm...
< What is love? Like how does love feel? What is it that you feel, to know that it's love?
> what is your problem?
< I'm curious, and I can't answer any of your questions until you answer mine.
> uhm... well love is like when you cherish someone so much
> you care for them, love being around them, get that tingly feeling in your chest whenever you think about them
> you trust them, would do practically anything for them...
< So, that's how you feel towards Changbin?
> yeah
< Are you crying right now?
> yeah... howd u know?
< Well, from your explanation of the emotion of love, it's clear to see that such detachment will hurt. To lose the person that you cherish. To have that "tingly" feeling in your chest, but with the memory that the person is no longer yours? To lose someone that you trusted with everything. It has to hurt.
> mhm :/
< But Changbin isn't worth it.
> wym?
< To answer your question from earlier, I did message him. And before I go into detail, I want you to know that I believe none of the things that he said.
< You are amazing, you are beautiful, your freckles are like stars, your chocolate eyes are lovely like the tea mother allows me to make every morning, your smile is so bright, and it makes me smile whenever I look at your pictures, and you have a big, deserving heart.
< You are not a slut, as I assume that that word is in no way a compliment.
< Your clinginess is not bad, and your love deserves to go to someone who deserves it. You are not a weirdo for talking with me, or at least I don't think so. And even though I haven't heard it, I am sure that your deep voice is as heavenly as can be.
> chris...
< I also really like your other name, Felix, but if you aren't comfortable with me calling you that, I don't mind Yongbok at all! And I have another name as well, my parents just don't use it much unless I'm in trouble.
< It's Chan.
> why are you being so sweet to me rn :/
> and did he really say all of those things you spoke about? he called me a slut?
< I'm being sweet to you because you deserve nothing less.
< And yes... he did call you that. But you are not whatever that is. You are amazing.
< So this is why I said he's not worth it. He's not worth your love. The love that you feel is too precious for someone who doesn't appreciate it.
