mina dropped me off at home after we ate pancakes. My mom wasn't in so i just sat and watched netflix for a bit. a couple hours later my mom came home but i could tell it wasn't just her. i didn't tell her i was home yet, so that probably explains why another make out session happened in the hallway again. "OMG ARE YOU GUYS FINISHED!" i shouted
"omg i'm so sorry sweetheart i didn't realise you were here, i thought you were still at minas." she said sitting next to me on the edge of the couch. "no mom i'm here." i said giving her a tight lipped smile. "do you want to meet holland?" she asked. "we'll i mean it's not like i get a choice, seen as though she's stood in the hallway."
"holland honey come in." holland soon walked into the living room and sat on the other couch, my mom stood up to sit next to her. "hi y/n" she said. "hey holland." "ooh what are you watching?" she asked. "oh, im just watching ahs." sarah soon butt in."y/n what have i told you about watching things with me in it?" "um not to."i said blandly. "exactly." she chuckled. "why not darling?" holland asked. "because i look stupid." sarah said pouting. "sarah you are the best actress i know. you don't look stupid dear, your acting is unbelievable."
*here comes the soppy bullshit* i thought. "aww thankyou darling, that's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me." i just rolled my eyes."y/n don't roll your eyes it's rude!" "what it's disgusting." i replied. "no it's not, anyway i bet that's what your like with mina." she teased. "leave us out of this." i blushed. "who's mina?" holland whispered. "y/n's girlfriend." sarah replied. holland looked over at me and started asking questions about mina and i. "how did you meet her?" she asked. "oh i-i met her at school." i replied not really wanting to go into detail about how mina is my teacher. "aww that cute darling, your not the type of couple to mingle in the corridor are you? she chuckled. "well we can't really." i said blankly, knowing what question was about to come up. "and why's that?" she said with a sly smirk. "because she's my teacher." i practically whispered. "o-oh um we'll i wasn't expecting that."
"how about i order a pizza?" sarah chimes in breaking the tension. "sounds great darling." holland answered. "i'm just gonna go to my room, i'm not that hungry." i said standing up, walking towards the staircase. "y/n." sarah said raising her eyebrows at me. "yeah?" i asked. "come on honey you know you need to eat something." she said giving me a sad smile. "i'm not hungry." and with that i walked to my room and got into bed and decided to text mina.
y/n: hey mina 💜
mina: hey sweetheart, everything okay?
y/n: yeah i met my moms girlfriend
mina: oh what is she like sweetheart?
y/n: um she's seems really nice but i haven't really got to know her yet. the only thing i know about her is that her name is holland and she's my moms girlfriend.
mina: oh sweetheart i'm sure you'll get to know her soon.
y/n: yeah hopefully. i'm gonna go to sleep now, i love you💜
mina: okay gorgeous, i love you too💜
i put my phone on charge and went to sleep. i was woke. up by someone shaking my shoulders, it was holland. "oh hey holland." i said. "hey sweetheart, your mom wanted me to wake you so you could come get some pizza." she said stroking my arm. "o-oh i'm not that hungry, but thanks anyway." i said hoping she would just go back downstairs but no.
"please y/n, just at least one slice. your mom said you haven't eaten anything today. i know you have a history with food but please sweetheart. do it for your mom." she said giving me a sad smile. "u-um how did you know about my eating disorder?" i asked. "oh your mom told me." at this point my blood was boiling. why did she think she had the right to tell someone about my personal struggles to someone she's fucked once. "WHAT THE FUCK!" i shouted. "i'm sorry sweetheart, she just wanted to let me know so i could understand you better." she said placing her hand on her lap. "I COULDN'T GIVE TWO SHITS, SHE DOESN'T HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHT TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY PERSONAL SHIT!" i shouted once again.
"sweetheart, please just understand that she only did it so i didn't upset you by accidentally talking about it." she said, smiling with a sorry look on her face. "i don't care. get out!" i said lowly. Holland stood up and walked out of my room, presumably heading downstairs to tell sarah about my little outburst.
ten minutes later sarah walked into my room, perching herself on the edge of my bed. "what do you want!" i asked harshly. "honey please don't be mad at me i-" "don't be mad at you. are you fucking serious!? how can i not be mad, you've told a complete fucking stranger about the fact i fucking starve myself and you want me to forgive you. YOUR OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND!" i said raising my voice, letting her know how pissed i am. "sweetheart, i am so sorry okay, i just thought it would be a good idea so she didn't upset you by accident." she said with sorry written all over her face. "just get out, i need a minute." i said looking down at my lap. "okay sweetheart, i love you." she said walking towards my door. "sure." i mumbled.
Sarah left my room and i was sat alone with my thoughts once again.
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FanfictionY/n had a really hard home life, that was before she met the famous Sarah Paulson. y/n never really had a good childhood, her parent were alcoholics and abusers. one day at school y/n bumps into her new teacher miss paulson, y/n and sarah try to bea...
