Y/n had a really hard home life, that was before she met the famous Sarah Paulson. y/n never really had a good childhood, her parent were alcoholics and abusers. one day at school y/n bumps into her new teacher miss paulson, y/n and sarah try to bea...
we ended up decorating the tree, but i was still weirded out. why would holland want to spend time with me all of a sudden, something didn't feel right...
it was now christmas eve and holland and sarah had 'gone out', i wasn't bothered that they had gone out but they left 11 hours ago and they still weren't back yet. i text sarah a couple times, even holland but i didn't get a text or call back. what the fuck?
i ended up inviting mina round for a bit to keep me company until they came back. we watched movies, went last minute christmas shopping, we baked cookies, you name it we did it ;).
after a few hours of 'activities' we both laid in bed, snuggled up to one another when i suddenly got a notification...
'mssarahcatherinepaulson updated their story!'
'where the fuck is mom?' i thought to myself. it was nearly midnight and she still wasn't home.
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"SHES IN NEW FUCKING YORK?!" i yelled. "sweetheart what's wrong?" mina asked. "sarah's in new york. WHAT THE FUCK!" i shouted. "hey honey just take a few bre-." "fuck this." i said lowly, interrupting mina.
*ring* *ring* *ri- "hey sweetheart." sarah said cheerfully. "what the fuck, why are you in new york." i said angrily. "oh holland surprised me for an early christmas present." sarah said oblivious to the fact that i am still at home. "oh did she! what the fuck am i meant to do now? it's fucking christmas!" i yelled once again. "oh sweetheart i am so so sorry, we should be back around 5ish tomorrow." sarah said apologetically. "sorry doesn't fucking cut it sarah! what i'm about to say you won't like but i don't care right now. these past couple weeks i feel like you want nothing to do with me. your always with holland and your so far shoved up her fucking ass you don't see how much it's hurting me. god! you didn't even realise i've relapsed. you don't care anymore but don't worry. i'll be out by tomorrow. i'm sorry for being such a burden to your perfect little life! bye sarah." tears were streaming down my face. i couldn't breathe, i didn't know what to do anymore.
i was lost...
————————————————————————— A/N: sorry that this chapter is so shit,dramatic and short. i'm not sure where this book is gonna go at the moment. i'm really sorry that i'm not updating as much ☹️ i hope you guys are enjoying it, leave some ideas of what you want to see if you guys want 🙂
