"wait what?" i said, my mouth wide open. "honey, i'm not bothered that i didn't get anything. just seeing you is by far my favourite gift." she said giving me a hug. i was shocked. she doesn't even believe me..
"yeah, i'm sorry, i don't know why i would say that about holland." i said hugging her back, i didn't want to start anything, especially in her birthday. "it's okay honey, are you coming down to PaRtYyY?!" sarah shouted. "yeah just give me 5." i chuckled,getting out of bed. "okay sweetheart, i'll see you in a bit." "see you in a bit." i said closing the door on sarah.
what the fuck. why did holland do that? she told me she already bought her gifts. there's not a lot i can do about it, but i'm still pissed. i walked over to my closet and pulled out a shortish tight black dress. i put some makeup on and curled my hair and headed towards the party. as i headed downstairs, i could see cate and sandy dancing, they were clearly drunk already. "SANDY! BLANKET!" i shouted grabbing their attention. "Y/N!" they shouted in unison. i ran down the stairs, lunging myself towards the two. "i missed you guys." i mumbled, pressed against them. "we missed you too sweetheart." they said hugging me even tighter.
"how've you been pumpkin?" cate asked me. "um i've been doing a lot better, still have my off days but i've definitely improved." i said, giving a sad smile. "you'll get there in the end honey, we believe in you. hey, how about you stay at our house one night? we can do whatever you want." sandy said smiling at cate. "i would love to!" i exclaimed. "hey don't tell your mom i gave you this but, here." cate said winking at me, handing me a bottle of tequila. "thankyou and don't worry i won't." i said winking back. "your such a bad influence." sandy said pushing cate playfully. "that's why you love me." cate said smirking. "i'm gonna go before this escalates, bye guys." i chuckled shaking my head.
it was the end of the night and everyone had gone home. the party was really fun, i danced all night, drank a bit too much ( i was definitely gonna regret that in the morning) we sang happy birthday, ate cake. overall it was a really great night however i spent most of the night with my moms friends. i didn't really see much of sarah that night,i didn't know what was going on lately. it didn't feel the same anymore, i felt alone...
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A/N: this chapters really bad, im not sure where to go with the story next, i've got one more chapter in my drafts. i'm kinda running out of ideas so send some suggestions of what you want to see next (only if you want to ofc) 😊
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FanfictionY/n had a really hard home life, that was before she met the famous Sarah Paulson. y/n never really had a good childhood, her parent were alcoholics and abusers. one day at school y/n bumps into her new teacher miss paulson, y/n and sarah try to bea...
