holland must've noticed my presence as her eyes flickered open. "hey sweetheart." she croaked as she leant against the headboard. "h-hi holland" i said as a mere whisper. "is everything okay honey?" she asked. that's all it took for me to break down. my eyes burned as the tears continued to stream down my face.
"i-i'm okay." i said. "come here sweetheart." holland said opening her arms, signalling for me to hug her. i ran over and jumped into hollands lap, nuzzling my head into the crook of her neck as she continuously combed my hair with her fingers.
"i-i'm sorry you had to see me like that." i mumbled. "it's okay sweetheart, it okay, it just spooked me a little that's all. how are you feeling now sweetheart?" she asked. "a little better, still a bit shitty but nothing new." i chuckled. "we'll as long as my girl is feeling better." holland said, making a warm smile appear on my face.
"they're you are, oh darling your awake, how are you feeling?" sarah said interrupting holland and i. "hi honey, i'm feeling a lot better now." "oh good darling. hey i was wondering if you wanted to come downstairs and watch a movie with y/n and i?" sarah asked. "of course i want to watch a movie with my favourite girls."
we all headed downstairs to watch the movie. "y/n." sarah called, grabbing my attention. "yeah." i replied. "um i know you said you don't want to eat anything but you really need something honey." she said timidly. "i-um, uh i can try." i said with tears forming in my eyes. "it's doesn't have to be anything big, it's just so you've got some food in your stomach." "o-okay. can i just have some crackers p-please?" i asked. "of course you can honey. i'll go get some." sarah said walking towards the kitchen.
i grabbed a blanket and sat next to holland, cuddling into her side. *click* i turned my head to see sarah holding her phone, just taking a photo. "not jealous of all the cuddles i'm not getting at all." sarah chuckled. "well if you sat down with us you could be getting all the cuddles you want darling." holland said making me laugh. sarah sat down placing the crackers down on the coffee table. "in your own time honey." sarah said wrapping her arm around my waist. "o-okay." i whispered.
a couple hours later, we had watched a few movies and i managed to eat quite a few crackers. it was a struggle but holland and sarah helped me so much. they would tell me how proud they were and how well i was doing. that's all i needed to help me through this battle, family and love...
A/N: comment some ideas of what you want to see because i'm kinda running out of ideas ☹️
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FanfictionY/n had a really hard home life, that was before she met the famous Sarah Paulson. y/n never really had a good childhood, her parent were alcoholics and abusers. one day at school y/n bumps into her new teacher miss paulson, y/n and sarah try to bea...
