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"Really?! Here?"
I fixed my dress and stood up from straddling Stan's lap.
"What's your problem?!" Lumapit si Stan kay Dawn. He pushed him but Dawn was fast to balance his body.
"Kayo ang may problema," he said in a monotone voice.
I sighed. No. Really? What's his problem? He's acting like he's my father!
Dawn chuckled annoyingly, "Pumili naman kayo ng tamang lugar," he then looked at me like he's very disappointed.
Stan closed his fist. I reached it to calm him. I don't want him to create chaos. Dawn's eyes stared at our hands.
Ngumisi siya kahit wala namang nakakatawa, "Are you that addicted to sex? Hindi na kayo makapaghintay? You're disgusting, then."
I gulped. Ano ba itong nararamdaman ko? Bakit pakiramdam ko ay nahihiya ako nang makita n'ya kaming may ginagawa? It's not that this is my first time being caught making out by someone. May mas malala pa nga noon na teacher ko ang nakakita sa akin but I didn't feel embarrassed.
"At ikaw, Ace..." I was taken aback, "Today is your father's birthday. You should have given him rest from you."
Nainsulto ako sa sinabi n'ya. I walked closer to him.
"Why are you so mad? Hindi naman kami nakita," I smirked even if irritation is already spreading on my system.
He gritted his teeth, "Hihintayin n'yo pang may makakakita sa inyo bago kayo tumigil, 'no?"
"What's your problem, Dawn? Malandi ako. It's natural for me to have sex."
Annoyance with a mixture of pain crosses through his eyes.
"Your father must be really disappointed in you," he uttered while shaking his head and left us.
I felt a great wrench of sadness. What is this?! Hindi naman ako nakakaramdam ng sakit sa tuwing may binabatong masasakit na salita sa akin! Why I am so fucking affected by what he said?!
"I'm sorry. Dapat ay napigilan ko ang sarili ko," I blenched a bit when Stan held my arm.
"It's fine. Hindi rin ako nakapagpigil."
"We can continue on your room?" he suggested, a bit grinning.
Mabilis akong umiling. I don't let anyone enter my room except for my family and two best friends.
That's my safest place here in our house. Ayokong kung sino sino lang ang nakakapasok.
"Ayoko... I'm not turned on anymore. Let's just eat outside."
He heaved a deep sigh and nodded defeatedly. Nang makarating kami sa garden ay pinagtitinginan kami ng tao. Their eyes automatically fixed in me as if they've been waiting for me to come out.
Nagtaas ako ng kilay habang hila-hila ang kamay ni Stan.
"Bagong lalaki nanaman ni Solace?" I heard someone gossiping.
"Baka? Gan'yan naman palagi 'yan," sagot ng isa.
"Totoo! What's new?" sabay silang nagtawanan. They only stopped when I darted my sight to them. Lumapit ako sa kanila.
"Go out... You're in my territory," I uttered without emotion. Kilala ko ang mga 'to. They're friends with Yves.
They only stared at me with shivering lips and moist eyes.
"Didn't you hear what I said? Lumabas kayo sa bahay."
"W-we didn't mean~"
"Lalabas kayo o ikakaladkad ko pa kayo?"
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