tw / / R-18, rape
Words didn't rush down my lips as my heart started to beat abnormally. I couldn't think of a better response. Nakaawang lang ang bibig ko at naestatwa sa harapan n'ya.
But my heart... it's already exploding, naghahalong kaba at kilig ang aking nararamdaman. My insides are shouting and in messed but my outside remains stoic.
"I'm fucking in love with you..." napapaos n'yang amin.
My throat went dry, couldn't digest what he said.
He's in love with me... Dawn is in love with me.
I used to hear thousands of confessions coming from different men, madaming nagpaparamdam sa akin pero ni isa sa kanila ay hindi nakagawa nang malaking impact sa akin... their confession is just a small thing for me. They didn't successfully climb my wall but with Dawn's confession, I can say that he didn't just climb it. He ravaged it.
He touched a part of me that I buried a long time ago.
"Baby... please talk. Your silence is making me nervous."
"M-malandi ako. I'm not good for you."
His eyes darkened while his jaw clenched. Mas lalong humigpit ang yakap n'ya sa akin.
"Please... stop belittling yourself. You're more than good for me, Solace. At ano kung malandi? You will only flirt with me, right? At ganoon din ako sa 'yo. "
I don't want to acknowledge his feelings for me because I don't want to cause pain to him. Ang saktan siya ay hindi ko kayang sikmurain. Seeing him crying is already too much for me... but his words erased my negative thoughts about him~about us. Nahulog ako sa mga salita n'ya at hinayaan ang pusong manaig.
I know this isn't right... but I'm choosing my heart this time.
"Right, Baby? You will only play with mine? I'm the only man who can touch you?" aniya habang ang hintuturo ay gumapang sa gitna ng aking dibdib. Tumaas baba ang daliri n'ya roon.
I looked down to have a glimpse of what he was doing. I didn't notice that the upper button of my dress get freed. Good thing I'm not wearing a nipple tape today, I wore a brassiere. Kadalasan kasi ay nipple tape lng ang sinusuot ko.
I bit my lips when his thumb replaced his index finger on the bridge of my chest. Ang kan'yang hintuturo ay gumapang sa aking kaliwang dibdib.
Dawn has long fingers.
Pumikit ako nang mariin at huminga nang paulit-ulit. Nang tingnan ko ulit siya ay parang mapapaso ako sa intensided ng kan'yang titig. He's looking at me dangerously, yet being playful.
"Answer me..."
"H-huh?"
He chuckled at binitawan ako. Binalik n'ya ang braso sa pagkakayakap sa akin.
"I don't think I need an answer. I can see it."
Ngumuso ako at bumuga nang malalim na hininga.
How come we end up like this? I mean, I'm just a girl who volunteered to be his salvation. We knew each other before but we barely interact. Wala pang isang taon, gusto na namin ang isa't Isa. Parang ang bilis?
"I love everything about you... Especially the charm in your eyes that speaks hope and light."
Charm.
One word and it triggers me... my memory. Bigla nanginig ang katawan ko kasabay ng panunumbalik ng iniiwasan kong nakaraan.
"My family wants to meet you."
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