The Mafia's Curvy

Chapter 35-Time

As time pasted Arthur has not told me what he wanted to say. Doin has kepted away from my family and has a new girlfriend. A year has passed as well and they have told me my family has gone to see my mother and brothers grave. They showed me pictures. I've cried and locked myself in my room for a couple of days. My birthday has passed I'm 20 I've drank my day away, the guys and Arthur had put locks on them so I wouldn't drink myself to death. Chattan has kepted his eyes on me just in case I cut myself. I ended cutting to far where fed has found me almost dead. So they all take turns watching me making sure I won't do it again. Arthur has made me stay in his office so when the guys take breaks to cook Arthur watches me. I wish I could say I wouldn't do it again but that's a lie.

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Arthur

God it's been a year a long, stressful year. Seeing zumara in the bathroom almost left us scared me. I don't want this to happen again but she's been sneaking away from us to eat, use the bathroom, or go to bed. Shes lost so much of her since ive been updating here. We have had good times but more of her drinking and fighting with us has happened. Everytime we think we're close to killing doin he somehow escapes from us.

I want her to be happy but he is not making it easy. Zumara doesn't even want me around since what had happen with Martin it's really put her where no one is aloud to touch her. Not even Fedez. I don't know what to do I've tired everything thanksgiving is right around the corner I'm going to have a feast and i want her to open up to us again. Hopefully mi amore will love it.

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Edan

I miss her, I've tried to talk to her everyday but all she does is nods and walks away. She doesn't even know how much I care for her. My love for her has grown and when we had shown her the pictures of her family she busted out crying all I wanted to do is hug her. Let her know I'm here for her. But when she cut her self I wanted to scream. I never what to see her like this. I told boss to let her go but doin was still out there still keeping watch of her family, keeping tabs on them. I want her happy but not when all of this is going on. Ugh I just want to make her happy.