Aurther*
After breakfast i asked zumara in the living. She follows with her head down and scratching her arm. We sit down and zumara sits far from me "zumara can i ask what's going on?"
"What do you mean, im fine."
"No you are not, you have been pushing away from us, you don't look at us, you scratch your arm like crazy. Please talk to me, we are all worried about you." She looks up and i see tears in her eyes.
"I haven't felt so free and wanted since you kidnapped me. All i ever gone threw was being pushed aside, being told im worthless, who the fuck wants a fat cow, and no one will ever love me because im a weirdo and i don't matter. My brother has bullied me my whole life and no matter how many times i told my parents they only told him to stop but he wouldn't. I can never do anything right and no one cares about me. its all about my brother, this and that. My brother got to live longer with mom, she has met her grandkids, lived a happy married life. But always picked my brother over me. I lived my young life wishing i was dead.... I would do self harm at a really young age. That's why i scratch my arm so much stopping myself from staring again. I know I've been pushing myself away from you guys but that's also because you are my kidnappers i shouldn't feel happy, i shouldn't be friends with you guys, but you guys make me feel wanted. You guys care about how i feel and want to hear what i have to say. And that's what scares me, once doin is gone...... im never going to see you guys again, never going go hear from you guys. So i started pushing away."
"Zumara..... I didn't know this is how you felt and im glad i asked. I want you to know you do matter, your thoughts, your ideas, you in general. Just because of your idiot of a brother cant see how amazing you are, and how much of a strong woman you have become does not mean you have to bring yourself down." Placing my hand on hers. "I honestly am glad you feel happy and see us as friends" whispers " maybe a little more with me" clears throat "And yes we are your kidnappers but there is something i haven't told you."
"Aurther not know, you know we cant right know" said chattan
"She has the right to know"
"Yes but not right now, shes had so much going on we should let her rest untill she's mentally ready"
"Ugh your right, im sorry zumara"
"Why cant i know now i believe im grown enough to know what's going on"
"Zumara that's not it, this might put you to shock, okay"
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The Mafia's Curvy
RomanceThis book means a lot to me, I've started my book when my mother passed away and it has been helping cope with her passing. The dreams and flashbacks and some parts did happen in my life, not the mafia nor the kidnapping haha. But this book means a...
