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𝖼𝖺𝗆'𝗌 𝗉𝗈𝗏
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I woke up with my alarm and immediately called Ranboo, not giving a shit what I looked like. He's seen me worse.
"Oh, Cam, right on time!" They smiled, answering the call.
"When am I not?" I asked
"True." He nodded. "Is that my sweatshirt?"
"Oh, shit, yeah," I smiled, looking down. Ranboo just smiled.
"Anyways, how are you doing?" They asked
"I've been doing good! Niki sent me to a therapist, I have a schedule every day now until I get my life back on track, which seems like it will be soon, and I quit vaping!" I exclaimed
"Oh my god! Cam, that's huge! I'm so proud of you!" He exclaimed
"Thanks!" I smiled
"So..." They trailed off
"Ranboo," I paused, trying to find the right words. "Ranboo, I miss you. You were like this shining light in my life and you left and it just burnt out. I was in a depressive period when we met, and you got me out of it. If I didn't have Niki when we broke up, I would have fallen right back into it. I owe you the worlds biggest apology, because I lost the one person I need, and it was my fault. I panicked and I realized there was a huge ass time difference and a shit ton of distance and it was shitty and I missed you so I panicked and broke up with you. I know that's not an excuse, but I hope at the very least it's an explanation."
"God, Cam. You left my life and I lost myself. I put on a face for my family and friends but I fell apart. I was never mad at you, I don't think I ever could be mad at you. I'm so glad to have you back now, but I don't think going back to dating right away is the best idea. I think we need time. We shouldn't just throw ourselves into something that we already know failed before." He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
"You're right, you're right." I nodded
"I'm gonna go to sleep now, Cam. Call later?" They asked
"Of course. Text me," I smiled, and with that, he hung up, and I crawled back in my bed and went straight to sleep. Fuck that schedule, my life was bright again. My light was back.
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