In My Blood (En- JakeHoon)

XXVI

Sunghoon

Sunoo was peacefully sleeping beside me. I decided to not let him sleep in his and Jungwon's room as Jungwon is also in Jay's.

After that alpha claimed that Sunoo is his mate, I don't know what to feel but the first thing that came over me is to protect my son and not let him off my sight. And now, I feel like if I let my sight off of him, Riki will take him away from me. I dont know but the uneasy feeling in my gut is bursting.

I took my son from the bed and laid on my bed with him asleep on my chest. Keeping him close makes me at ease and I am sure he won't disappear.
I am about to close my eyes when I heard a soft chuckle only for my eyes to snap open and immediately I searched around only to sigh in relief when I saw Jake standing on the door.

"You startled me"

"I can feel your uneasiness from across my room . . . what's wrong?"

He closed the door before sitting on the side of my bed.

"I don't know . ."

A small laugh again left his lips.

"I think I know. . . Hoon, are you worried about Riki?"

"I think so . . its just that I feel like Sunoo will be taken from me anytime soon"

Ever since Sunoo was born, I already feel very overprotective towards him especially from strangers and you know rougues. I felt like I must be around him every time and when Riki appeared and claimed Sunoo to be his mate, I don't know how to take it in. I mean, I know how wolves are with their mates, I have seen how Jake never lost his love for me despite my past. Wolves' love towards their only mate is immense and I know it because I have seen it. And I'm scared because Riki is an alpha and I am not sure if Sunoo can handle him. Jake is an omega and he can make me scared to death and omegas are soft, gentle and kind . And alphas, I have no idea how they treat their mates.

"I know a little about alphas but what I know is that their way towards their mate is very different from us. Being an alpha's mate can be a blessing or a curse, no in between. . that's what I'm worried"

"What do you mean? There is a tendency that an alpha can be a curse?"

"For some, an alpha can be the most loyal wolf ever and the mate will be of a the best treatment. However, there are alphas that are not contented with their mates and tend to have a lot of concubines, omegas, or mateless wolves. . those alphas, because they are not satisfied with their mates tend to be very aggressive and their temper is just ugh. . . "

"What if Riki is one of the unsatisfied one? I . . I can't give him my son Jake. . over my dead body"

I'm scared of what this thing could do to Sunoo and then I found out that I won't be assured of my son's safety. No, if we have to leave to escape that Riki, I can.

"Hoon. . we can't assume . . what if Riki is the blessed one . . . I mean from what I saw when he held Sunoo, he looks like a trusted wolf. I mean he didn't harm him. Riki, if he is not satisfied, he could've immediately shut him down in an instant"

"You don't understand Jake . . I can't trust that wolf just because my son is his mate. Besides, my son won't be the one harmed if I disagree with the mate . . ."

"You have to understand too Hoon, . . we can't escape Riki. First he's an alpha, and secondly, his mate is Sunoo, he can easily find him wherever you two go. . . why don't you try to trust him? Wolves can be trusted-----"