Sometimes it gets so cold
I'm frozen in place
It's like my mind's on hold
While the world's on it's fast pace
And I feel like I can't breathe
Like I'm choking on my own tears
And at myself I seethe
Cause I can't be my usual cheer
I wish I could break out of this prison
Constructed by my own mind
But I can't find a reason
To break out of this bind
All I want is a warm breeze
For summer sun to shine
I need it before I fall to my knees
I don't want to lie when I say I'm fine
But I don't see any real hope
I'm gonna freeze to my death
Maybe I'll fall off the tightrope
And then I'll take my last breath
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Sometimes the future looks bleak and grey. I dream about things I know I'll never achieve and I all I can think about is my past failures. And then I start feeling cold from the inside out, and the world around me freezes. Only me and failures exist. I can't get any work done, I can't talk to people, I can't comfort myself. I get back up, only to fall back down, again and again. Maybe I fall back down because the reason to stand up isn't always that important to me. I'm not sure yet. All I know is that I'm walking on this path called Life, and it's really cold right now
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With love,
Loonazure
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