Catch Me (P.Sh) [Sequel]

Forget About Me

January 2022

It was quiet in the whole car ride home, Heeseung and Sunoo had both fallen asleep. I don't know if Sunghoon fell asleep, but he still had insisted on holding my hand as I sat behind him, like he usually did whenever we drove around in these cars.

"Hoon?" I quietly called out, earning a small hum in return, "after we wash up tonight can we cuddle? I don't feel too well tonight," I excused and he immediately turned around in his seat, sending me a small smile.

"Of course," he whispered with a small nod, "you don't even have to ask."

I sent him a small smile, leaning back in my seat while we drove the rest of the way back home. Once we reached home I had a race with Riki and Sunoo as to who would wash up first. I won, but Riki ended up going in before I did, much to Sunoo and I's complaints.

"You can go after Riki," Sunoo assured and I quietly nodded at him as he used his fingers to push up the corners of my mouth, "you need a hug."

"I kinda do, yeah," I whispered as he just immediately opened his arms immediately rushing over and wrapping his arms tightly around me.

Over time I had developed the ability to know who of the boys I needed hugs from at various times, depending on the way the hug me. Sunoo was always for warmth and good energy. Sometimes it was almost as if he was vibrating with good enegery whenever he hugged me.

"Feeling better?" Sunoo whispered and I quietly nodded while he just patted my back.

At least Riki was relatively quick to wash up in the bathroom, or at least the one the three of us preferred to use.

"I'll be quick," I assured Sunoo, who just waved it off as I rushed into the bathroom.

I was relatively quick to shower and wash up before getting into my pajamas. I'm pretty sure I even set a record for washing up, by the face Sunoo was giving me as I stepped out of the bathroom.

I quickly rushed down to the bedroom I shared with Sunghoon, only to find it empty. I knew he usually washed up in the other bathroom as the first one, so he should already be out of the shower.

Letting out a small huff I turned around again and walked out into the dorm in search of Sunghoon... which isn't that hard whne you take into consideration how loud he is when he play video games.

I was quick to locate him in Jake and Jay's room, sitting by one of the computers as I walked in, glancing at Jake, who laid on his bed using his phone giggling and laughing once in a while.

"Hoon?" I carefully called out and he just hummed in return, not moving his eyes from the screen, "aren't you coming to bed?"

"Just this one more game," he hummed and I quietly nodded before walking over and sitting at the foot of Jake's bed.

Jake was quick to move over and lean against me as he scrolled through Weverse, showing me all the funny posts he could find before he had to go onto Twitter to continue finding enough funny posts to show me.

"Are you alright?" Jake questioned as he realized I wasn't laughing as much as he did by the posts he was showing me.

"I'm just tired," I excused with a small nod as I rubbed my eyes.

"You want a hug?" Jake questioned and I just nodded, making him immediately wrap his arms around me as he continued to show me all the funny posts.

Jake's hugs was always for when you needed to calm down and feel important, the ones that might make you laugh.

I watched as the match up on the computer ended and Sunghoon immediately started a new match. A small sigh escaped my mouth as I patted Jake's hands, signalling to him I wanted out of the hug.

"I'm gonna go to bed," I whispered and Jake just nodded giving me a wide grin.

"Sweet dreams Edin," he cooed out to which I simply smiled and nodded before exiting the room and walking back down towards my own.

I let out a small sigh as I closed the door behind me, rushing over and getting under the covers, laying in the spot closest to the wall, because it somehow made me feel safer to lay up against the wall.

I was pulling the duvet tighter and tighter around me as an attempt to stop myself from shivering, meanwhile I tried to tune out the darkness in the room, hoping to make myself feel safer. I hated the dark, I really really hated it and I hated being alone in it.

Slowly I got more and more furstrated with myself on top of my bad mood, only resulting in me turning my face and just slamming it onto the pillow, letting out a frustrated whine before everything fell silent again.

It felt like hours before I could hear Sunghoon's laugh out on the hallway before the door opened and he quietly sneaked inside. There was very little noise in the room before I felt the bed behind me dip down and an arm wrap around my waist.

I quickly turned my head away from the pillow again to look into the wall. I didn't really feel like being near Sunghoon now if I had to be honest. Not that I was mad or anything.

"Hey... why aren't you snuggling into me?" he quietly complained behind me, only earning a shrug in return. Within seconds I could feel him push himself up on his elbow behind me, "what is it babe, tell me," he whispered as he softly rubbed my shoulder and pressed a small kiss to my cheek.

"I just don't feel too well," I quietly excused and he immediately went quiet.

"Ah, shit, I'm sorry," he immediately spoke and I just hummed at him, "I completely forgot about the cuddles. I'm sorry, I really am. How do I make it up?"

"I'm just tired Hoon, I really just wanna sleep," I murmured.

With seconds he had cupped my face and turned it so I looked up at him. He looked quite frantic as I looked up at him in confusion.

"I need you to tell me what I can do to make it better, right now," he repeated, "because I forgot about your needs and that's not alright so either you tell me what I can do or I keep you awake until I can get you to tell me why it's been a bad day."

"Hug please," I whispered and spread out my arms.

Sunghoon's look immediately softened as he dropped himself down into my arms, wrapping his own around me tightly as he pulled me closer in order for him to press a kiss to my forehead.

"I suck at the choreo," I whispered and he let out a small laugh, "I do Sunghoon."

"You know what?" he questioned and I looked up at him, "you're way too hard on yourself. You do not suck at the choreo, you look amazing. Aren't you more in the front and center this time?"

"Yeah..." I whispered and he let out a small hum.

"You know what that means?" he questioned and quietly shook my head at him, "they dare put you in front more because you're improving by a lot... you look amazing, you look fierce, you look beautiful... you look sexy," he listed making the last remark with a goofy smile, only earning a hit in his chest from me, "sorry."

"You're a weirdo," I remarked with a small laugh as he only tightened his grip around me.

"I'm your weirdo," he corrected as I looked up at him, "didn't we agree on that before."

"We probably did," I shrugged at him as he brushed my hair out of my face carefully.

"Is there anything else that is bothering you?" he softly questioned and I simply shrugged, "oh come on, you can tell me."

"That my boyfriend forgot about my cuddles," I shrugged trying to surpress my teasing smile.

"Yah, yah, yah," he let out a small laugh at me, "I'm trying to make up for it right now."

"And you're extremely adorable," I remarked as he closed his eyes tightly while he chuckled at me, "you can't run from that."

"God I can't wait till you get your period so I'm suddenly the hot boyfriend and not the cute boyfriend," he admitted as I let out a small laugh.

"In your dreams," I patted his chest softly, "can I sleep now?"

"Yeah," he nodded, running his hand through my hair while tugging the duvet tighter around me, "sleep tight."

I quietly hummed as I closed my eyes and hugged onto him tighter, which only earned me a small laugh at him.