Glorious Purpose || Loki

Chapter 32- Hydra and I

TW: Mentions of abuse

Loki and I are sitting round talking about random things and sharing stories when I hear the door to the prison open again. I hear a couple of people walk in. Bruce, Natasha and Steve all walk up to the cell door and put seats outside before sitting down.
"Y/N can we talk to you about Hydra and stuff. We were going to take you to an interrogation room but figured you'd probably be more comfortable with Loki around," Natasha says.
I nod.
"Ok. So we wanted to start with how you got to Hydra,"
"So, when I was young my parents used to hurt me a lot to mentally scar me. They were hydra agents. When I was old enough they gave me to Hydra so that they could experiment on me and hurt me," I tell them.
"Damn. That- that really sucks. I don't know what to say. I can't say I understand, because I don't. Are you ok?" Natasha asks. I nod in reply.
"Ok, next we wanted to ask you about what hydra did to you," Steve says.
"They would abuse me all the time and use phrases or words that my parents had used to hurt me. Sort of trigger words that they'd use to hurt me if I wasn't cooperating, like the trigger words they used on the winter soldiers," I tell them.
''Ok. If you feel comfortable, could you tell us some of them so we can refrain from using them," Steve says.
I look at Loki and he takes my hand and nods to me.
I look back to the three in front of us.
"Yeah. Uhm. Monster, useless, horror, unwanted, stuff like that," I say. Loki moves a bit closer to me.
"You said something about the winter soldiers. Who are they?" Nat asks.
"Yeah, they're super soldiers, like Steve. They act sort of like Hydra's puppets. They all have a list of trigger words that they use to hurt them and call them to attention. They're an elite group of assassins. They constantly have their memories wiped. There was one who was around the most while I was around. We were pretty close friends and he generally didn't forget me when he had his memory wiped. I think his trigger words were longing, rusted, seventeen, daybreak, furnace, nine, benign, homecoming, one and freight car but said in Russian. Someone Barnes I think. Jim, James?" I tell them.
Steve's eyes widen.
"Bucky?" He asks.

Yes, I'm going to change up the events of the MCU :)