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Chapter 45: A new fresh Restart
A combination of mumbling voices rang in your unconscious head, as though forcing you to go back alive. Your torn flesh, ruptured heart and violated body were rebuilt.. but you could still remember, every bit of how hellish life was to you that day.
Strangely, you were restored with a healthy body, which is something you couldn't accept.
"ーAahhgn..." The fear escapes from your lips.
Your heart jumped in anxiety, consuming your convulsed body to cold. "AGH!"
Finally, you have awakened at your new loop.
You were familiar with the ceiling and you feel yourself laying on the hard surface. There was no pain, no serious injuries, the flesh and blood had returned to you.
But what of the spirit that had been tortured?
"I've returned..." You've always wished to return, but not when the memories of being tortured were still fresh in your mind.
"I..." You mumble, slowly remembering your previous loop.
About the spiders.
"ーI'm..? I-#%&"
The incident about the deadly village took its picture on your head. As you had the urge to vomit, you hold onto the fluids in your stomach and swallowed hard back down.
"Th...The Crimson Light...!"
ーI remembered..everything! I remembered! I could still remember it!
Extremely flooded with guilt, you clamp your hand over the mouth and seizures. "I...I killed Ji... Jihyo...?! I-I killed her...! Killed... I killed!-"
"Y/N!" The melodious voice that put everything to an end belonged to Chaeyoung.
At some point, you had forgotten where you was as you had witnessed the terrified Momo, hiding behind Jeongyeon and Chaeyoung in front of my deep, exhausted eyes.
"Are you okay? Sick? Want me to send you to Dahyun real quick?" Chaeyoung was eager.
"I..." As if having a disability to talk, forming a words was seemed harder after reminiscing all that hell you've been through.
"returned.. I've returned!" Despite everything, seeing your friends alive again was the most happiest thing that ever happened to you. An endless tears were heavily streamed down to your cheeks and you cried in a croaked voice.
"I've returned! I've returned! I've returned I've returned! Thank goodness...!"
The three ladies: Jeongyeon, Momo, and Chaeyoung had a hard time wondering what was happening to you. They couldn't tell that even Jeongyeon the mind reader can't read.
"Y/N must've hit their head harder than I had thought.." Momo whispers lowly.
Their deaths in the previous had a memorable carved wound in your poor soul.
"Chaeyoung, do a rehab process for Y/N," The orders came from Jeongyeon's tough demeanor.
"I understand,"
"No... no need, I'm fine," You carried yourself and caresses your fatigued head.
"But Y/N, are you sure?"
"I'm just... having a bad dream, yeah... It was, just a bad dream..." You smiled promptly and all of their brows narrowed in confusion.
ーThere's no cure for a mental issue, and even the pain. All I've gotta do is keep moving forward. I won't give up... no matter how many times I go back... I will definitely save everyone...
