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Days passed, it's been a month since the pause in forth's wedding with Yihwa...

Nothing have changed oraybe many things have changed..

YIHWA'S P. O. V

when they say everything is going alright that means nothing is alright...

Have I made a mistake that day

That day when I sent beam to the terrace was the last day when I saw the sad beam...

What I mean is everything have changed...

Changed for the worsen...

That gloomy and sad have changed into something I can't understand..

His already gloomy eyes have lost everything.. No sadness in their instead something more than that...

His eyes have became numb..

His already slim body look like a malnourished body...

Forth??? I don't see any difference in him...

I tried to make him jealous for beam but seems like I get the opposite of it..

His stupid mind made beam the victim...

He don't look at beam anymore.. Before atleast he would unknowingly care for beam but now that care have gone...

I don't see my childhood crush same, he have changed...

Today he is back from a business trip of 3 days.

I thought beam will atleast give a small smile hearing that his husband is coming back but no...

When I announced that forth will be back today it's seems like his already pale skin become more pale, no drop of blood is there...

Even Mrs. Jaturaphoom have changed.. So much that now he make beam sit with us in every meal. She have given my room to beam and I have been shifted to the guestroom..

It's clear that I won't have forth anymore and I am okay with it...

If forth's happiness is beam and Beam's forth then what I am to come between them right???

But what have happened...

Beam stays with us have started going back to hospital from last three weeks but what's exactly going on???

I thought both beam and forth will be happy but no...

It's like forth have stopped caring and beam have lost hope...

I remember our last conversation..

FLASHBACK

"hey beam "

"oh yihwa, hello "

I greeted beam in his staff quarter. Greeted me back and asked me to sit...

I looked around his room and could see he have a lavish room..

Even though he is with house staff his room his skill the best...

Just like how the rooms in mansion is different from every staff room..

He don't have to share it with anyone..

Have his own refrigerator, LCD , his own small kitchen, a queen size bed, carpeted floor, big windows...

Jaturaphoom family made sure that their son in law WINT lack in anything...

"umm beam I have something to talk "

I saw him nodding sitting on the floor near the leg of his bed...

"what happened that day?? Why you did that?? " beam looked at their KS hurt and guilt in his eyes... He looked like he will die with this much of guilt..

He kept his silence for a long time which made me feel I should leave. He don't look good with his little shivering body...

I stood up to leave but his voice stopped me...

"it all started before I even knew it yihwa " I heard him so without any problem I sat back on floor facing him and noticing his change of expressions..

"I have in the last month of my internship , I felt sick every day. Cold, weakness, vomit and heaviness this was leading my body... I thought it's internship pressure so I avoided it but then even internship ended but I became more sick... Then I get myself checked and the reports says that I am dying only have little time left I have aids " after this he took a break and went to take a water bottle from his mini fridge I saw something which shouldn't be in a refrigerator but shrugged it off...

He took a small sip of water and again after a small pause continued...

"I was a good child since childhood, I had many crushes but no relationship cause when I tried to be with someone my parents forbids me.. I never understand why but now I know because of someone.. I had a girlfriend with whom I thought of living my whole life but that aids ruined everything.. I left numb but I remember it's forth, so I made a plan to harm him. I wasn't in my rational mind that what my excuse is for that crime... But he survived and become my patien... They asked me to be his doctor.. My hatred increased more how he's having a family which I longed for. How he's having a life after destroying mine... So I made an other plan to trap him in my love and then take my revenge " his tears fell from his eyes and kept going.. Hiccups become his wishpers...

I just sat there waiting for him to continue.. I wanted to engulf him in my embrace and tell him that everything will be alright but I seem like even if a took a long breadth and then leave it.. It will shatter him into crushed...

.he looks like a dead leaf of a rose which is still attached to the stem with a single string and slight wind will tear it apart from the flower....

He looks lost.. Like he have lost everything, every sense, every love, every emotion.. Everyone..

Give him hopes will only Burt him more.. More that this time, no one will have the guts to bring a smile to him ....

He almost looks
















































































Dead inside

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I did it... I did a great chapter after a long time

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