A Story Of Revenge Forth and Beam *complete*

escape

He kept sobbing and I let him be.. He need time....

"and then they brought me to the mansion forcefully.... And I was welcomed by a different world... Where I had a family.. A mother in law, a father in law and a husband...

Like, my life changed within a few seconds... I couldn't grabs anything just this that I was a thing that Jaturaphoom family brought with their money. Right?? How could someone ask a human form their own selfish reasons... But okay, fine.. Atleast they should have told me before I wouldn't have attached my self with someone else. I wouldn't have seen those dreams.. Dreams of a family. A wife, my own two kids. .our small 3 bhk house.. Never.. I would have closed my self but nah.... I was robbed from my choices even before I knew what my choice is...

I kept crying and trying to understand it and before I could understand this my heart changed. I started falling for forth and without realizing I fell hard for him but my day by day getting more worse body reminds me what they have done , so I become a monster and hurt him again... I told those men to beat forth and then let him go... Bit they went over it and beat him more than what we thought but before I could do anything I went unconscious.. I only had three days last... I wanted him to feel my pain.. If I really wanted to kill him then I had best thing. We were married, were on honeymoon.. I had aids I could have transmitted him easily but my feelings wanted to make him feel the little pain not the death... But when I wake up scenarios were different.. I was alive"..

Again his breathing were short cut and he took another few sips and this time he pulled his legs and burried his head in his knees and sobbed for a long time and then continued...

"it came like I had a hole in my heart that what was the cause of my problems.. My reports were exchanged with some other beam of this world... I became okay with medicine but forth he was still unconscious.... And that changed everything.. I know each and everything is my fault... I know but what I could do I can't change fact... I can't reverse the time.. I can't.. I just can't... "

"but I'll make sure this time forth get his happiness.. I was nothing but a pain to him...

I

I

I will leave... I will go away from him, far very far and he will be more happy..

I don't deserve any happiness.. I never have actually... I never felt what happiness and love is....

I just ruined everything.. Before it was me who was forced to accept him but now it's him who is being forced. *chuckled* "

"beam lis------" I wanted to say something but he cut me off...

"it's late yihwa.. You should go... I have to sleep. I have decided to go back to hospital from tomorrow.. You should go " and with that he stood up and went inside his private bathroom to freshen up...

Flashback ends

And that was the last time I saw him being sad and broken....

Because now he isn't sad anymore...

It's like he have lost the meaning of sadness from his dictionary..

Not sadness actually it's their whole feeling.. He just go to hospital then come back, have dinner and breakfast with us and just that, after this he is locked in his own bedroom...

BEAM'S P. O. V

"I heard hubby will be back today " I told myself...

Pull out my small diary and started writing something..

I promised him that I will be gone... I will leave but here I am still in the room. He will hate me even more, he will feel pain by looking at my disgusting face... I should leave but ....

But it hurts to leave . My arm still hurts with the escape trail... And now my thighs stings too, dairy....

I could just make a cut on my throat.. My disgusting face will become more ugly... Hubby will feel dirty with me.. Where I should try to escape..

He will be here in few hours..

he was right I can't fulfill any promise...

but I want.. but my arms still stings from pain...

But I have to leave.. I have to go.. I have to die...

I am sorry hubby, err I mean forth.. I shouldn't call you hubby right... I know this, this me disgust you..

So p'forth I will go.. I will die and leave you with happiness forever...

my death is your happiness atleast tanks happiness I can give you beside all the pain I have caused you..

Bye p'forth....

I am sorry that you fell for the dirty me....

I hope you find your happiness "

With this I closed the diary. ..went inside my bathroom and locked it from inside...

Opened my shaving kit and let the pain engulfed me...

I sit down start the shower and let the cold water flow.... I bring the razor blades near my old wound..

Press it down a little but it hurts.. Again the smiling face of p'forth came infront of me where he will be happy if I will be gone...

Ignoring the pain I pressed it more and without any hesitation I pulled the blade with all force...

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Wow after such a long time I write the chapters with which I myself is satisfied..

hehe

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