⚠️Mentions of abusive relationship and breakdown ⚠️
but u do get some hurt/comfort. love y'all <2
Pronouns: They/Them
Words: 700
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Her Eyes and Words so icy oh, but she burns, like rum on a fire
Hot and Fast and Angry as she can be, i walk my days on a wire
Her words burnt you each time she yelled at you, her icy eyes burning holes though your skull as she did. It felt like you were walking on a hot wire around her. But you stayed. You knew she needed you as you needed her. That's why you stayed, right? Right?
It looks ugly, but its clean, oh mama don't fuss over me
The way she tells me I'm hers and she is mine, open or closed fist would be fine,
The blood is rare and sweet as Cherry Wine
She did hit you sometimes, but you knew it was out of love. She always apologized after she did as well. You knew it was a mistake. It was just the way she showed love. She rarely ever made you bleed, but when she did you ignored it. The metal taste it left in your mouth wasn't bitter, it was sweet, like cherries and strawberries.
Her fight and fury's fiery, oh, but she looks like sleep to the freezing,
Sweet and right and merciful, I'm all but washed, in the tide of her breathing
When your friend had seen you, he was worried. Your face had a large red mark on it along with your eyes having deep bags under them. Grizzy watched as you sat next to her, flinching slightly each time she raised her voice when she spoke. Eventually she left for the night, him pulling you off to the side. "(Y/n), are you alright? You seem tired." You smiled tiredly at him. "I'm alright, Griz. I'll be ok." You said as he looked at you, worried. "you sure?" Hugging him for a moment, you started to walk off to head to bed. "I'm sure. Goodnight!"
And its worth it, its divine, i have this some of the time
The way she shows me I'm hers, and she is mine, open hand or closed fist would be fine
It was when he heard you crying that he went to the door of your room, knocking on your door. You went quiet as he heard you sniffling as you opened your door slightly, revealing your red face, your eyes were tired. "Woah, hey, what wrong? Are you alright?" He asked as he pulled you into a hug, as you started crying again.
"I-It's to much. I try and stay for her sake but, I- I don't t-think I can do it anymore. I don't know what to do, man. I'm scared." You sobbed. He gently rubbed circles into your back, calming your nerves as he did so. "Shh, It's alright, you'll be ok. You're so brave for staying with her this long. You don't need to."
"But she needs me-"
"What has she done to you? You look afraid every time you're near her."
You started crying again as you poured out every emotion you had bottled up over the past years, Him listening as you vented to him about everything. He eventually led you back to your bed, leaving to come back later, one of his hoodies in hand as he sat down next to you. You slipped it on, leaning on him as he pulled you back into another hug, resting his chin on your head. "You know I love you, right? I've loved you for a while but never had the guts to say anything. But I'm saying it now, because you need to hear that you are loved and that you matter."
You started crying again, mumbling 'Thank you' 's and 'I love you too' 's to him as you fell asleep, Him laying the two of you down as you seemed to finally get a good nights sleep for what seemed like the first time in a while.
And tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, you were happier. Just the way it should be. You were loved, and you felt like you mattered.
The blood is rare and sweet as Cherry Wine
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Love u all/p, just want to state you matter and that you're loved <3
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