Sidnaaz- Tales of Love✨❤️

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Please read the A/N in the end 🦋
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You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are gray
You'll never know, dear
How much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away☀️

Do you sometimes feel that you are stuck in a dark black room and you can't even see your own skin? You Widen your eyes, you try worth all your will to see your own self but fail? Just when a small firefly enters the room and you shut your eyes due to the brightness but when you slowly open them your eyes widens when you finally see your own skin and see it glowing like sun? That's what, some people are- A sunshine- A firefly in your dark life. I had mine.
Sid.

Let me introduce myself to you guys, I am Sana and I'm currently in my college pursuing architecture. I am the only child and an orphan, wait I wasn't an orphan until 3 years back.. my mom died due to something.. so it's me. But the only okay part was that I did have money for college but I still need to do some part times to manage up.
Wait, again I'm getting late for my class.. let me talk to you while walking.

I take a deep breath and clench my fist and start walking as I feel stares on me. It's pretty normal.. hey not because I'm beautiful or something. It's because I'm 'That girl'! I wear baggy clothes and have bruises on my face and some on my hand. Yeah, I fight. Not your normal good girl, I fight with people everyday so yeah I do get bruises.

I quietly enter the class and without grabbing attention sit at the last near the window. I smile as I feel the little breeze on my face and look at the two little children jumping up and down and remember how it all started.

I was a very rowdy kid since childhood, that's what everyone said. I remember swinging on the swings when I see a boy and yes at the age of 5 my heart beat. He had a frown on his face and was backing up as some boys were bullying him. I got up and stood infront of him and pushed the other boys, and they pushed me again. I fell on the ground but the boys ran away, slowly the boy came towards me and gave me his hand. Yes. Yes. Yes. That moment, yes I know it's so crazy. But that moment my heart decided to be his forever and never return to mine.

He made me stand and then gave me his brightest smile and said- Thankyou. Are you hurt anywhere?
I quickly hid my bruised palms and gave him a toothy smile and said No.
He smiled and said- I'll see you later.
I sighed as I didn't see him going- but my heart swinging in his palms.

My thoughts were interrupted by the shrill sound of the bell. I jumped out of my seat and walked out to the ground.
My heart raced to look for him, and then my eyes stopped at a familiar figure. My heart beat quickened, even after watching and being his bestfriend for years and years I could never control my heart.

My eyes looked at his side and thump. Yet again, a new girl. We were the best of friends since childhood, he was there for me whenever i had problems but I could never get over that friendship zone for him. Because irrespective of how good of a friend I am, I couldn't be that ideal woman. I turned my back and took out my front camera and saw little bruises on my lip. And then looked at the woman painted with lipsticks and glitter.

I put a fake facade on and jogged towards the man dressed in a blue shirt and said - YO MOTHERMUFFIN!!!
Sid looked at me and his face widened in happiness but then his smile fades away.
He looked at my face with a disappointed look and said- Again? Are you serious? This looks so bad.
I smile and say- You should see them and then say!
Sid chuckled and nodded.

Sid- Meet my girlfriend Riya!
I looked at the woman giving me nasty looks but I smiled and said Nice to meet you.
I forwarded my hand and relaized the difference, mine had little burn marks and bruises with no manicured hands while hers looked like god made ones.

Just as a ball came forward and I was about to help Sid when I saw him holding that girl's hand and pushing her aside, here. Here I saw my heart shattering like a everyday thing.
I looked at them and didn't realise that the ball hit my face and I fell on the ground.

Sid looked at me in shock as I winced a little in pain. But I quickly got up because I hated him seeing me like this,so vulnerable and not powerful at all. I quickly smiled at him and said- I got a go.
With my back at him, I heard him say- Are you hurt somewhere?
As my nose started to bleed and so did my heart... I took a deep breath and shook my head as a no and ran out.

I could never say it you know. When he's that perfect man with perfect looks and perfect grades and here's me the opposite. I'm so happy just to be his friend. And I think I could do it for the rest of my life.

I looked at my watch and ran to my part time job at a supermarket. I wore the t shirt and started to work.
Around 12:30 in the night I sighed as I changed into my clothes and started to walk to home.
Just as I was walking I saw a young boy around my age bullying an old man. My anger flared and I ran and pushed that boy out and got on him and punched him in the jaw.

He winced in pain and said- LISTEN -
I punched.
He shouted- LISTEN-
I punched.
He shouted- LISTEN-
He punched.
I winced.
He grabbed my face and made me look at the side and I saw... cameras?
3 more guys came out with a smile and said- We were shooting a social experiment video to see the humanity- I got up in anger and was about to way away when that boy held my hand and said- shouldn't you help me?

I sighed as I saw his lip busted and walked towards the supermarket and took out a band aid from the aisle and then came back and kept it in his hand and walked away.

As the cold night air was bitting me making my wounds hurt, I slapped my forehead thinking- Why the hell did I act so impulsively?
I touched my new punch and a little chuckle left from my mouth as I thought of that guy punching me back.
Call me crazy. But it was funny. This what I was!

As I looked up at the stars and saw them shinning so happily, I gave a painful sigh as I thought about my life.
As I walked to my alley all the lights were shut and it was dark.

I hugged myself right as I tried to look at the surroundings, just when I entered the gate of my house... my eyes were shut close as I felt a flashlight on my eyes.
Slowly I opened my eyes and there he was.. my firefly.

He looked at me with a worried expression as he made me sit on my couch.
He took out some medical aids as he touched my new wound and said-Does it hurt?
I smiled at him like a love sick fool and shook my head as a no... because how could I tell him that.. my sweet baby you are the pain.. but that kind that brings me alive.

A/N

AAAAH! Screaming! Finally started with this book. I had so many stories stocked up and I thought, which should I start with first? I thought let's start with this one! See these stories are realistic and would make you feel dreamy and give you a bucket of reality too.
I HAVE SO MANY CRAZY IDEAS STORED FOR YOU ALL YOU WOULD BE SHOCKED ( this is a sane one lmao)

You aren't ready for the next story and I'm SAYING IT HONESTLY. NOT AT ALL!
Anyways did you like this one? It's just an intro!!! But did you???
And how many of you all are still here with me? It's been so long and I hadn't seen or read anything about you guys! I'm so happy to be back! IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK!!!!!

I love you my sweet fireflies!
See you in the next part 🦋☀️☀️