Louder than bombs, Jinx x oc fem reader

6.Under her control

Y/Ns pov.

My body woke up at the sensation of someone's presence near me. The first thing I felt was warmth as I laid under the soft and bubble gum-scented sheets, making me relax from the charming smell that reached my nose.

After what felt like a minute, I realized why I woke up in the first place. Slowly fluttering my eyes open and shifting gently, they met with powder blue orbs that I had been lost in yesterday.

The girl's eyes stared into mine carefully, a tiny smile tugged onto her delicate lips which I never failed to notice. This feeling of discomfort crawled over me and again, I shifted, moving away from her and not understanding her presence a couple of inches from my face.

"How long have you been staring at me?".

Thick brows of mine knitted together, not letting my eyes fall from hers and fighting with everything I had in me to not lose myself in those gorgeous blue eyes of hers.

Jinx only shrugged and I noticed that she was wrapped under the same blanket as me, long manicured nails laid onto the pillow that I and she rested on, and as I thought we couldn't get closer, she managed to push herself closer to me.

One of her slender hands came out of the sheets and reached for my flustered face, swiping the loose strand of hair under my ear," you look beautiful when you're asleep", Jinx's hot breath tickled my warm skin.

Her fingers were soft, almost forcing me to only focus on the girl in front of me and I didn't quite know why would I feel like this near her. As if I and her belonged together. As if, maybe, just a slight possibility, that I could ignore the emptiness in my chest as long as she was beside me.

She stroked my red cheek gently, humming a soft lullaby. From the relaxation I melted into her touch, the tension fell from my shoulders, leaving my body completely and letting the world go. The feeling of fear, angst, sorrow, or emptiness that swallowed me no longer lingered in my chest.

"What's the song called?".

I could swear I was listening to an angel right now, her voice was so soothing, just the perfect pitch," my mom used to sing it when I was little", Jinx's voice changed, it was full of sorrow and I realized that her mom must not be in this world anymore, just like mine. I guess we both had something in common sharing the same pain.
Maybe it even made me not feel so alone now.

With a nod of my head, I let her know that I understood and didn't ask any questions in case I'd make her upset.

For a while we just laid there, none of us pulling away or even moving slightly. Our breath synced and again, I found myself lost in her ocean orbs. Was it just me or did the world felt much smaller when I was by her side?

In my head, I cussed remembering what I promised Caitlyn. Every Saturday we'd sit in her room and make a whole map of the undercity, of course, I was a very important part of the whole process since I lived here and knew every inch even if my eyes were closed.

My body shifted uncomfortably, my eyes watching as her brows crashed in confusion," I have work to do".

"What?!", she lifted herself up from the pillow, instead of being knitted, her brows shot up, staring at my bare figure. I completely forgot I was only in my undergarments and something that never happened to me occurred just right now. I was blushing, red as a tomato.

Jinx shook her head tearing her eyes away from my bare skin," you're still hurt".

After standing like a statue, I quickly grabbed my black shorts and pulled them up," I'm fine", my voice was gentle as I softened at the way she worried about me," besides I can't really back out, I promised".