Louder than bombs, Jinx x oc fem reader

13. The past

⚠TW: suicidal thoughts.

( it's currently two AM in my area so if you see any grammar mistakes no you didn't)

Y/Ns pov.

"I thought I told you clearly to take the papers, not a fucking council member", Sevika gritted out from behind as she yelled into Jinx's face. The girl only stood with a tiny grin on her face. I never noticed how Sevika actually looked so tall compared to tiny Jinx who didn't seem to get frightened by the big woman.

My hands rested onto my knees as I crouched slightly, squinting my eyes at the tied-up and knocked-out dude in front of me. The way his refined face looked so peaceful while he was kidnapped by me and Jinx annoyed the shit out of me. Just a minute after staring at his figure, waiting for him to wake up impatiently, and when he didn't, a scoff left my lips, my palm flew to his cheek in frustration, waking him up immediately and forcing Jinxs and Sevikas attention to us.

Sevika glared at me and I just shrugged with a pout as the guy shook his head, trying to ignore the dizziness in his brain, frowning again," W-who are you?!".

I cringed at the words, his accent almost the same as Caitlyns, refined and British. Even the thought of always having to be anxious going back to the topside with Cait or Jayce in case they would find out that I kidnapped one of the council members, made nausea twist in my stomach, but I ignored it. I couldn't show any sign of weakness near Sevika and especially, not Jinx.

As his eyes darted between the three of us, my hands found their way to chair armrests, bringing my eyes closer to his, trying to frighten the man," that's not important, sweetie", I spat out the last word, the edge of my lip curling up in disgust," you see, I and my friend here", the bat that I held in my hands now was pointed at Jinx," couldn't find some really important papers".

A loud scoff mixed with a sigh came from behind me. Jinx being irritated by my slow actions strode to my side, surprisingly gripping my waist gently and pushing me aside," enough chatting", she pulled out her pistol, pointing it right between the guy's brows and I ignored the flashbacks of the dead man I shot," what are your plans for Zaun?".

The guy uncomfortably squirming in the chair, his eyes wide, full of fear now," w-why would I tell you?".

I swear I could hear a small gust of wind leave her nose aggressively as she huffed out, pursing her lips," because you don't wanna die" Jinx's voice was low, lower than ever and I knew she was pissed hard, yet, an angry smile reached her face with a shrug of her shoulders.

The silence around me was louder than before, and I wasn't sure where the feeling of doubt for my interrogation skills came from, Jinx didn't let me finish and was annoyed by me. This kind of feeling was odd, I felt uneasy and anxious almost as if I'll start shaking at any moment if I fail to control it.

"We- we're not planning anything, I swear".

He almost got to finish speaking and Jinx's fist flew right into his face from the side, forcing him to yelp," liar...Why don't cha just tell us the truth?", her voice was scaringly calm, yet it made the guy gulp hardly.

Not noticing, my hands wrapped around my figure, it wasn't because I felt bad for the dude or anything, but just the thought of Jinx thinking I wasn't good enough made my stomach twist with shame.

After a few minutes of silence and Jinx curling the edges of her mouth, she hummed bringing her full of evil eyes to me and then to the side, thinking," finish this, I gotta see Silco".

My brows crashed together at an inhuman pace as soon as the words left her mouth and she tossed her pistol to me, leaving me in shock at the way she didn't hesitate to do that with something so important to her. She never lets go of that gun, except when it comes to me. Something that made her feel safe, something she would kill for was in my hands for the second time now and Jinx trusted me with it.