Louder than bombs, Jinx x oc fem reader

14. Just a "thank you" ⚠

⚠ SMUT.

Special thanks to Gloomy_Phantom who helped me to write this god forbidden thing~ May Satan give y'all mercy.

Y/Ns pov

Warmth was the first thing that I felt after my mind woke up. Yet, I didnt feel calm, quiet the opposite, I felt as if I stopped breathing. My eyes snapped open and I took in violent deep breaths in, only to realize that I forgot how to breathe.
So my body moved on its own, rolling to the side, in my head begging my lungs to begin working again as I wondered if it was all just a dream or a real incident. I didnt know what was real and not real.

"Hey, what's wrong?", slender pale arms slid around my torso, holding me tight and bringing me back to reality. It was only a nightmare. The same one I have every night.

To my luck, the sense of reality helped me breathe again, but I still pushed Jinx away, afraid that she will hurt me.

Something sticky covered my entire body. Cold Sweat. I was sweating heavily and my heart pounded. The hardest thing to do was to shut out the images of that nightmare that crept into my thoughts slowly and then fast as a lightning bolt.

After a while, when I calmed down, my eyes fell onto the girl, her brows knitted hard as she studied my condition. Then they roamed around the unfamiliar area. It was dark, however, the neon pink and blue lights lit up most of the space. There were doodles all over the walls and what looked like fan blades metal ground. I knew that I'd never been here before," where are we?", my voice cracked and I coughed at the sense of my dry throat and soreness.

Jinx shrugged, a little bit confused," my workshop", her hand stroked mine and I stared at it the whole time," you dozed off", a chuckle left her lips.

My head slowly nodded with a hum and I looked around, kinda feeling weird and ashamed of my actions. She probably thinks that I'm a weirdo and totally not right in the head.

As if she just read my mind, her hands gripped my waist and tugged me down onto the couch that stood just at the end of one of the fan blades. Before I knew it, her head already rested on my chest," your heartbeat sounds beautiful", Jinx whispered with an obvious smile on her perfect face.

For a moment my eyes went wide, yet, my hands slid around her figure without hesitation, pulling her closer and shutting my eyes tight. The smell of gun powder and bubblegum mixed as both scents reached my nostrils, and I let my heart enjoy this comforting moment.

"Ya had a nightmare?", Jinxs nails traced gentle circles on the skin of my abdomen. And for the second time, I hummed in response, hiding the shame I felt curled up in my chest that she seemed to notice," I have those too, you know...", she paused for a second, her breath shaky as if she was hesitating to tell me something. I craved to know what she had on her mind, yet, I didnt try to speak, only took her hand and played with it softly, hoping that it will make her feel relaxed and comfortable to talk her heart out.

Jinx seemed to melt into me and with a sigh, she began speaking," I once had two brothers and a father too", I heard the pain in her voice," I wanted to help 'em and my sister", Jinx's tone broke, but she continued," but I- I.... I made a mistake", her eyes shut tight.

A pang of pity hit my chest, and my brows drew together, yet, I stayed silent as I didnt know what to tell her to make it all feel better. I found myself wondering what must've she done that it haunts her till this day. Not for long though, because something caused the images of both guys I shot to run through my head and I immediately got up as I remembered the failure of my interrogation.