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I said I'd leave you 4 years ago and now here we are again.

Addicted.

Can't stop.

I know you know it's bad too even though it feels good.

So good.

Need more.

I can't get enough of you. We used to be fire. Burning and passionate. And now what are we? 

Embers of a dying fire?

Ashes fading in the wind?

But please, love, let me hold you one more night.  I want to hold you and feel your skin against mine. Let me breathe in your scent one more time. Let us hold each other one more time.

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

I know you want me to. I know you miss me.

Or is it the serotonin you miss?

Please... I need you. 

I think I'll always come back to you.

For you.

For the feelings.

I miss the good morning and good night texts. I miss every little thing about you and nothing feels right without you. Even though it's been years.

And it's my fault.

Please hold me while my mind explodes. 

I feel like I'm broken.

Crack.

You said you'd always be here for me.

You said you'd love me forever.

Crack. 

Please, love, I'm tired of the chasing around and around and crying at night.

I'm going crazy without you.

shatter

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