Yesterday Dream (Not An Angel Series #6)

🥀Chapter: 22

"N-No please." His whole body was shaking as he hugged my back.

All the clothes I take from the closet, he grabs them and throws them everywhere. Para siyang batang ayaw mawalay sa akin, pinipigilan umalis.

Matapos ko sabihin na mag hiwalay kami, he panicked and almost couldn't let go of me. Sinubukan ko kumawala pero patuloy parin ito sa ginagawang pag papatigil sa pag alis ko.

"Ano ba, Chavion!" Naiinis ko tinanggal ang kamay nito sa aking katawan. "Bitawan mo ako–"

"Ayoko! Hindi tayo pwede maghiwalay, hindi ka aalis sa pamamahay natin!" He forcefully pulled me away from my suitcase.

Laking gulat ko pa nang dalhin ako papunta sa malambot naming kama. Dinaganan ako at pinatakan ng mga magagaan na halik sa mukha.

"You're not going to leave me, are you?" He buried his face in my neck. "You're not going to leave your husband, right?" Panay ang bulong niya.

"Chavion–"

"Wala akong babae, ikaw lang ang mahal ko at ikaw lang ang asawa ko." His hand traveled to my arm and squeezed gently. "I wouldn't trade my wife for the woman I just met."

Umangat ang tingin niya, I could see the pain in his eyes as he stared at me. "Kahit itulak mo ako sakaniya, I will still come back to you." His eyes glistened with unshed tears, the pain on his face causing him to struggle to hold them back. "Asawa kita, iniharap kita sa altar tapos hahanap pa ako ng iba?" He licked his lower lip.

My breathing suddenly became heavy, sa paraan ng salita nito ay ramdam ko ang sakit kahit may parte sa akin na galit ako sakaniya.

"And about that at the wedding booth," he lay down next to me. He reached my waist so that I could face him, his hands stayed on my waist and kept caressing that part. "Trust me, I didn't want to get married in a wedding booth.

I covered his mouth, ayoko na malaman 'yon. Nakita ko rin naman kung paano siya nag react sa wedding booth. Halata rin na hindi niya ginusto.

I was angry, yes. Not only because of that, kundi dahil sa pagsisinungaling niya about sa pagtatago nito ng lihim.

"I want to rest." Mahinang sabi ko.

Suddenly his eyes panicked, he locked me with his two big arms. Constantly kissing and whispering to me not to leave him.

"N-No, we won't break up." Ipinatong niya ang binti sa akin para lalong hindi makawala.

Inilayo ko ang ulo sakaniya at tinulak siya palayo. "Rest, pahinga! Hindi maghiwalay, gusto ko matulog." Inis kong saad. "Matutulog na 'ko."

"You're not going to break up with me?" He asked nervously.

I was silent for a while. Sa isang parte ng utak ko, gusto na mawalay sakaniya may parte rin na gusto parin mag stay.

Kapag ba nakipag divorce ako, papayag ba sila Mommy? May madidissapoint ba akong tao? Magiging masaya ba ako kapag nangyari 'yon?

Hahayaan na naman ba ang sarili na mag pa-tanga sakaniya?

No.

Hindi pwede bumalik ang dating Sherel na nagiging tanga at bobo pagdating sakaniya.

"Wife, please answer me." He gently patted my arm.

I closed my eyes tiredly, I just fell asleep without answering his question.