Close to not enough - Jensen Ackles Fanfic

11º Chapter

Most of my days have been filled with going to set, watching them for a little while they work. Working on a few of my writing works while I'm on one of their trailers waiting for a single soul to have a small break to hang out.

Sometimes, when Jensen is not working till late, we went on a small walk around town or ended up watching a movie in the house that he shared with Jared.

Either way, I'm glad we've had some time together whenever we have the chance to do that and today is not really different, except when Jensen got his small launch break he proposed something different to do today.

"I'm getting done earlier today...and I wanted to know if you are ok in doing something a little different this time." — He asked, while his lips were leaving small and wet kisses on my neck, distracting me a little from our current conversation.

"Sure... what's your idea?" — My voice was almost caught up in my throat, but I tried my best to sound like I'm not having the urge to just straddle his lap and stay there for a living.

"There's this drive-in happening, they are playing Friday 13th, and I wanted to know if you're interested in coming." — His lips were making a trail back to my mouth, so he could kiss me properly as he spoke.

"Are we watching the movie?" — I asked, biting his bottom lip lightly with my teeth, seeing him close his eyes at the feeling.

"Well... I hope not." — At least he's just as honest as I hoped he would be about his, but that only made my thoughts go to something else much more pleasurable than to watch a movie.

The simple thought made me cross my legs in an attempt to get some friction between them.

"I'm in then..." — I said, hearing Robert's voice coming from the outside of the trailer we are currently locked in. — "Duty calls for your big guy." — I tried to finally break the kiss we were sharing for a long time, but with Jensen it was really hard to stop kissing him.

"I don't want to leave you here..." — He said, looking into my eyes, this was the first time that I saw him really looking at me, like he was reading in between the lines, like he figured something that he never saw before.

"It's okay Handsome... I'll stay right here waiting for you." — I said, my hand touching lightly on his cheek, just to watch him melt into my touch.

"Promise me you won't leave..." — He said, looking straight into my green eyes, and I never heard him sounding this way. So desperate for me to be here with him, and I don't really know if I'm currently hungry or the butterflies in my stomach are currently dancing.

"I won't...now go, you have work to do!" — I said, smiling as he got up from the couch.

That's how I ended up watching myself in the mirror, thanking myself for choosing the nice but comfortable outfit I'm wearing today.

Jensen really ended up shooting earlier today, and we were in the drive-in before I could really think about the promise I made earlier.

In the past couple of days, I've been feeling things that I don't know I should be feeling. Whenever Jensen texted me I smile, whenever he's with me, I can't stop smiling and feeling this stupid butterflies on my bod. Like everything is numb in a good damn fucking way, but everytime I think that in less than a mouth I have to go back to San Francisco. I feel like my whole body is sinking, just like the Titanic.

I try my best not to really think about it... the end, you know? Not only that, but I know that as soon as I go back, all of this fantasy life I created with them, it's going to be over.

I won't be able to stay at home and make fun of Jared's hair when he gets out of bed in the middle of the night. I won't be able to have girl's talk with Gen in the middle of the night... and I won't be able to have Jensen next to me everyday.