What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader

Chapter 4 | Another appointment

(Y/n) pov:

Impatiently I sit in the hospital, waiting for my brothers appointment to be over already. Waiting for him to be done has always made me uncomfortable.. i hate hospitals so much.. at least I won't hate to walk home with him when he's gonna feel incredibly weak already.
Before I left for the appointment Chan asked me where I was going, since I was leaving earlier again. In the end he pushed his help onto me a second time. Meaning he's gonna pick Zack and I up. It's sweet, but I still hate it. After his confession I always feel under pressure being around him.. but who cares. Being around him is still better than making my little brother walk after a chemo session.

Chan:
I'm outside
Just get outside as soon as you two are done

I stare at my phone screen. A small smile creeps on my lips, but immediately disappears again, as the door finally opens, revealing me brother. He looks exhausted. A nurse helps him to find a way to me. He's never looked that bad after a session..
As soon as they stand next to me, I take his back and pick him up. Zack's almost falling asleep, as he wraps his arms around my need, holding himself up with the last bit of strength he has.
"How is he?", I ask the nurse, who was about to leave.
She gives me an uneasy look, bit answers anyway:"Let's say, it's getting more likely that he will need surgery.."
I take a deep breath, thank her and leave, still holding my brother. As he sleeps deeply in my arms, I bring him outside.
"How is he?", Chans voice makes me look up. Even he seems concerned for Zack. Sweet as Chan is, he takes my brother from my arms and carefully places him on the backseat.
"Not better, not worst. But he will probably be needing the surgery.."
"Oh shit", a pair of worried eyes meet my gaze, as he lays his big hand on my shoulder,"I'm sure he will be okay."
Even tho Chan's trying to be sweet and give me some courage, all I want to do is cry my eyes out. Now is not the time to cry:"I hope so.."

Together we sit in his car. Zack's still sleeping peacefully. Seeing him soo.. just not in pains makes me smile. It's been a long time since I didn't have to seem him suffer like he always does..
"Where are your parents?", Chan breaks the silence like it's nothing.
"My parents?", I hate them for how they are acting...,"They are... Busy.."
"To busy to look after their own sick son?"
All I do is nod, not wanting to talk about it any further. Obviously he seems to take the hint, as he changes the subject immediately.
"So since it's Friday, do you know what activity Zack might enjoy?"
Not really understanding, I look at him confused:"What?"
Seeing that makes Chan chuckles a bit:"Stop acting dumb, (y/n). He's not getting to go out a lot, right? So what about we do something together? The three of us."
"Absolutely not!", Is the only right response to that. Zack's sick, he needs to rest as much as possible!
"Awww, don't be such a bor..", the grown man sulks like a little boy, before changing back to seriousness,"(y/n) seriously tho. What if he really doesn't make it? Wouldn't you want his last weeks or even days to be fun?"
.....
Gosh do I hate this man..
"I.. guess you're right.. let's do something together.."

The rest of the day, Zack was pretty much just sleeping and getting some much needed rest, while I made new appointments with his clinic. One possibly being the operation. I really need some rest as well, but Zack needs me now more than ever. I can get rest later..

Me:
Hey, when would you be coming over tomorrow?

Chan:
Oh see who's asking for my attention~

He's such a flirt..

Me:
Stop.
I just need to know when you will be here and when you will leave, so I can plan everything.

Chan:
I could be at your house in the morning and stay as long as you need me to.

Me:
So 9am would be okay?

Chan:
Sure <3

Me:
Stop.

Chan:
See you tomorrow~
And remember to get some rest!

He's funny.. rest, what is that?

After that exchange I leave my room, look after Zack one more time and making sure we have enough food in the fridge. While walking back to my room, I walk past my parents bedroom. The light's already out. They didn't even greet Zack nor me..
Quietly I walk back into the kitchen, take a small piece of paper and write down the new appointments, before going back to my room for some highly anticipated sleep.