What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader

Chapter 23 | The First Kiss

3rd person pov:

Gently Chan leads (y/n) to his car, opening the door for him, like the sweet person he has always been. Both are silent as they drive through the town. When the car comes to a stop and the two exit it, the boy leads her to a park.
The sunset has started, as the lovebirds walk hand in hand. It's warm and the sky is clear.
"Look!", (Y/n) points with her free hand to the sky, "You can see the first few stars!"
While the (h/c) girl looks up, the boy can't help but stare at her, while she smiles like a excited child.

After a while of walking, Chan stops infront of a bench.
"Let's sit down for a while", he says, invite (y/n) to sit. She accepts the invitation and sits down beside him. Both stay silent for a second, before Chan breaks the tension between them.
"This is our first real date, isn't it?"
"Yeah, I think it is", the girl smiles, letting her head rest on his shoulder. Gently she grabs his hand and plays with it, while letting him continue to speak.
"Honestly, I thought I'd never be able to take you out on a date after you rejected me like that", he chuckles a bit embarrassed, putting his arm around the smaller figure, making her giggle a bit.
"I also didn't think I'd ever get to be held by you like that", also feeling embarrassed, she looks up at him. Both smile at each other, before Chan breaks eye contact.
"I always thought you hate me.."
(Y/n) is still looking up at him and notices his expression turn from happy to upset.
"Hating you was easier than feeling heartbroken..", she replies.
"But I confessed to you.."
"And you rejected me before.. I know it's been a long time since you did, but knowing why and...", The girl pauses for a second, let's go of his hand and puts her hands on the marks she put on herself, "... It's difficult to not feel like I shouldn't do this.."
The boy stays silent, so (y/n) continues: "But my can't fight my love for you.. I'm hopelessly in love with you.."
This time she stays silent, waiting for a response from Chan and when he finally does open his mouth, he's a stuttering mess. This makes (y/n) love a bit, before she gets back to being serious. Carefully she sits up and looks into chans eyes.
"Chan, I have a question.."
Excitement is all that Chan feels, hoping she will ask for them to be official. But instead: "Did you ever want to be with Jade?"
For a second the boy looks at her disappointed, before he notices the insecurity in her eyes.
"No, Jade did confess to me, when he still was with her ex. I thought she was just joking, but considering how she treats you, I'd say she wasn't kidding."
(Y/n) nods.
"So I don't need to worry?"
"Of course not. I only love you (y/n)!"
"Chan."
"Yeah?"
"I love you too."

(Y/n) pov:

After a while of just sitting there, we stand up. I am about to walk off, when I notice Chan is still standing in front of the bench. Confused I walk over to him
"Are you okay?", I worriedly ask.
"(Y/n).. we've been here before.."
Confused I look around, trying to recognize my surroundings. When..
"(Y/n)..", he speaks softly, giving me the chills, as he steps one step closer, standing directly before me.
"Yeah, Chan?", I answer just as softly.
"You know you're beautiful, right?"
I don't answer.

"We.. we've never been this close before", he starts to speak,"But I've always wanted to be this close to you or even closer. Seeing you smile when we're in school gives me butterflies and even more when I make you smile. It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen and will ever see!" The more he talks, the more he raises his voice.
"All I want is to protect you, support you and be by your side when things get difficult, just like I have been for the last weeks! So please..!", He pauses, takes my hand and a really pretty bouquet of flowers, he had hidden somewhere, out. "Accept these! Accept me! Accept my love!"
It's just like it was back then. But instead of feeling paralyzed and upset, I feel happiness.
"Please, say something...", Chan speaks quietly.
I smile at him, take the flowers off his hands and do what I wanted to do, but didn't feel ready for yet.
Softly I get on my tiptoes, moving closer to his face and close my eyes as our lips finally touch. He kisses me back carefully. Making sure to not be too much. I smile into the kiss, knowing how caring he is, makes me happy.
After a few second we seperate from each other. Chans face has turned to a complete red, as he looks at me shyly.
"That was my first kiss", I giggle, feeling my face blushing as well.
"What? You should have told me! I would have made it way more special!", The boy in front of me pouts, making me giggle even more. Lovingly I kiss him a second time.
"This is the most special kiss you could have given me. So thank you."
I feel happy. The butterflies in my stomach are going insane, as I still look at Chan.
"Thank you."
"For what?"
The boy I love looks at me confused.
"For being your stubborn self", I giggle, before hugging him. Immediately he hugs back, making me smile again.
"(Y/n)."
"Yeah?"
"You know the next days or even weeks will be hard, right?"
I nod.
"But we will stick together, right?"
Again I nod, hiding my face in his chest.

"(Y/n). I love you.."

Why would you do this to me?!

"I love you too Chan.."