What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader

Chapter 16 | Stargazing

3rd person pov

Someone gently knocks on (y/n)s door, waking the girl up. Confused she puts her slippers on, making sure her boy is covered enough to open the door and opens it. To her surprise Chan stands infront of her.
"How late is it?", She asks, still half asleep.
"Maybe 4 am?", The boy chuckles a bit, rubbing his neck. His response just gains a really annoyed look from his friend: "I'm going back to bed.."
As she turns around she is stopped by a big hand grabbing her.
"What?"
"Do you.. wanna go out with me?"
"What?", Yawning she looks at the male, who gives her a shy smile.
"Let's go on a date, now", he cheers, confusing the girl even more.
"It's 4 am.. everything's closed."
"We don't have to go out to go on a date. I know what we can do! Just follow me~"
(Y/n) sighs, giving into the boys request. As the boy cheers again, he drags her behind her.

Together they walk out of the house and into a huge garden. Again the girl is mesmerized by her surrounding. It's beautiful. Many different flowers are planted there. They even have a fountain.
"I can tell you like it here", Chan looks at the girl he loves so much. Seeing her smile, makes him smile, awake the butterflies in his stomach.
"Yeah, it's so pretty here", she smiles.
"Just like you.."
Both blush, but while (y/n) looks away, Chan just sits down by the fountain, patting the place beside him.
A giggle escapes (y/n)s pinkish lips, as she sits down next to the boy.
"I wanted to look at the stars with you", he says, leaning onto his loved one. She takes his hand, playing with his fingers, while looking up at the sky.
"Why did you want to do that?"
"Well, I've always seen then in the movies do it", the boy admits, making (y/n) giggle.
"You watched romance movies?"
"I watched them with my mother. She would always watch them when I was a child.."
"Did you enjoy them?"
"No, not really", he chuckles embarrassed, "I hated them."
"But why?"
"I guess I was jealous.. when I used to watch them with my mother, I would get lonely. I wanted to have someone to do these things with.."
After he said that (y/n) could not help herself but laugh: "This sounds like a confession."
"Because it is!", He whines a bit, before getting serious again.
"Tell me, Chan. What are the things, that you wanted to do with... Someone."
Chan sits up again, looking down at the beautiful girl.
"I always wanted to stargaze with you", he says, "I always wanted to hold one of your hands." As he says that, he grabs one of her hands, with his.
"And I always wanted to grab your chin, forcing you to show me you adorable, embarrassed face", again, he does what he says, making the girl look up at him. Her cheeks grown hotter by the second.
"Stare into your eyes, showing you how I long for you", both eyes glued to the other, he slowly moves his face closer to hers, making her feel his warm breath, "And finally kiss you the way I've been wanting for month.."
He closes his eyes, moving even closer to the nervous girl infront of him, who does not know what to do and is frozen in place. But he doesn't notice how uncomfortable she is getting, being so focused on the kiss, he had been graving so much. He thinks everything is perfect, until (y/n)s weak voice finally left her mouth.
"Don't.."
Shocked he opens his eyes, noticing how close their face are now and realizing what he was about to do, he just tenses up.
"I.. you're crying.. I'm so sorry!"
Confused the girl touches her cheeks, feeling something wet on her face. When did she start crying?
"I didn't mean to make you cry!", Without hesitation he let's go of her hand and chin and moves a bit away from her.
"It's okay", she didn't even know why she's crying herself. Part of her wanted that kiss, but the other part felt scared and worried. Worries of moving too fast and getting hurt again were all she was and is able to think about.

After a awkward and tense silence, Chan stands up. "Let's go back to bed."
Without looking at her she heads to the house, making the girl feel insecure. As she wipes her tears away, she follows him.
Both are silently walking to their rooms. When they arrive, the boy simply wishes her a good night, before disappearing in his room. Still feeling insecure she walks up to his already closed door. Should she knock? For a second she just stands there, hoping he might come out without her having to do anything, but his door remains closed.
After another minute or two (y/n) gives up.
"Let's stargaze again sometime..", she mutters before closing her own door as well.