What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader

Chapter 13 | Studio

(Y/n) pov:

Again I am sitting in the hospital, waiting for my brother to come out of the room. I know how much he hates this room. How terrible he would shiver, knowing that he would feel so much worst afterwards..
Today's a long session. Afterwards he will be completely exhausted, just like usual.
"I brought you something to drink", Chan hands me a bottle of water, before sitting down next to me.
I accept the bottle and take a sip: "Thanks."
The boy just nods, laying his arm over my shoulders, as I lay my head on his shoulder.
"Are you okay?", The concern in his eyes makes me a bit happy.
"I'm just a bit worried, but no biggie", I say, closing my eyes for a second, before looking up at him. Immediately I notice the dorky smile his lips have formed.
"What?"
"Eh nothing", he blushes a bit.

After another 30 minutes the door finally opens. Immediately I rush to Zacks site.
"Are you okay?", Carefully I kneel down next to him, but he doesn't really respond. Helpless I look at the nurse, who still stands next to him. She simply gives me a pityful glare: "Could your.. boyfriend take your brother outside already?"
I don't even try to correct her, it doesn't matter right now. All that matters is Zacks health.
"Of course", Chan says and picks my little brother up, "Come here bud."
When they have left, I turn back to the nurse.
"How things are progressing, it's very likely he will need the surgery as soon as possible, if he wants to survive", her voice is calm, like she is greeting a random stranger.
"Do you have a earlier date?"
She nods: "In about two weeks, we could take him in for the surgery."
"Alright, can I take him home until then?"
"Sure. We will give you a call, as soon as it would make sense to bring him here."
Again I nod, thank her and leave the hospital as well. Chan is already waiting for me, while Zack's laying in the backseat, fast asleep. Without saying a word we enter his car. Concerned he looks at me: "What did they say?"
As he asks, I can feel my tears building up. I don't want to cry, not now.
"They changed the date of the surgery.."
"When is it?"
"Two weeks.."

3rd Person pov

As the teens enter the house with the asleep brother, they are greeted by (y/n)s mother.
"Hello Chan, hello (y/n)", she smiles, making her daughter uncomfortable yet again.
"Hello", (y/n) answers cold, before turning to Chan, "Can you please lay him in his bed?"
Chan only nods, gives the mother a small smile and leaves the two women alone.
"Still irgnoring him, I see..", the (h/c) girl says, making sure her brother is out of sight.
The grown woman does not answer, so the girl just continues: "He's surgery is in two week. He might not survive otherwise.."
Again the mother does not respond, which frustrates her daughter even more.
"And you aren't gonna say anything again, are you?"
Before (y/n) is able to fully go off, her father entered the room. Shortly after Chan does as well.
Both parents look at her daughter silently. As soon as she notices Chan though she instantly takes his hand and drags him out of her home. Without any word, Chan just follows her lead. He looks back at the parents who both seem down.
After the two almost left the garden, Chan stops his girl friend.
"(Y/n), what's wrong?", While trying to look at her face, she let's go of his hand, "Please talk to me."
As the two stand next to the driveway silently, a few raindrops fall from the sky, hitting the girls head.
"We should hed back inside, you might catch a cold", gently Chan grabs her hand again, wanting to lead her back inside, but (y/n) insists: "I don't want to go back.."
With confusion he looks at the short girl, before realizing the tears, that have been rolling down her cheeks. Immediately he wraps his arms around her. And just as fast she hugs him back, pressing her face into his chest.
"We don't have to go back, if you don't want to", he gently strokes her head, while she just nods.

After (y/n) calms down and her tears stopped pouring down, they get into his car.

(Y/n) pov:

"So, where do you want to go?", The pretty boy asks me, his eyes focused on the road.
"I don't know.. everywhere is fine."
A small sigh leaves his lips, before they curle back into a smile: "I have an idea what we can do!"
He gives me a big smile.
"And?"
"It's a surprise!"

We drove about half an hour, before Chan stops the car. Like the gentleman he is, be leaves the car quickly to open my door. After he leads me into a skyscraper. Confused I look at him, but he just keeps on smiling like a excited child.
The lift/elevator end at the last and highest floor.
"Sooo why are we here?", I look up at him, as his face turns a light pink color.
"Well.. I've never showed anyone this..", he speaks, rubbing his neck in embarrassment,"So please don't laugh..."
The next moment he opens the door to reveal a huge apartment. Amazed we walk inside, as I look around like a tourist visiting a new city. After a few moments of me staring the place down, I turn to Chan, who is just looking at me.
"So, why are we here?"
It takes him a second to respond, but when he does, he simply signals me to follow him and I do. Again he opens a door and behind is a fucking studio. A literally studio.
"I've been writing music since I've been like 10", he explains, avoiding eyes contact with me.
"Can I listen to some?"
"Sure, I guess."
Quickly he walks over to a table, with a laptop on it. He turns the device on and hands me a pair of headphones, which I put on.
A really pretty melody starts to play. A guitar and gently singing. Interested I listen to every Korean words he and, what I guess his friends are, sing, mixed with some English words. While I listen, I look up at Chan, who's still looking away embarrassed. Gently I take his hand and turn my attention back to the music playing, as the four voices play with each other, taking turns to have their moment to shine.
When the music stops, I take the headphones off again.
"Chan, that was amazing! Have you ever thought about releasing some of your songs? I'm sure they could be so successful!", I cheer, not playing attention to the redness growing on his face.
Instead of answering he just wraps his arms around me, hiding his face in my neck. My arms just feel stiff, unable to move, so I just stand there.
"You're so mean..", I could hear him pout a bit, making me chuckle.
"Why am I mean", still chuckling a bit, I try to look at his face, but it's still hidden.
"Giving me hope, but not meaning it is mean, you know?"
"What?", I don't understand..

After small, silent pause that feels like ages and a extrem build up, the tention between us, feels unbearable.
"What you said yesterday.. to Jade.."
"What about it?"
"I know you said it in the heat of the moment.. and I know that you still hate me for what I did back then.. just please..", he takes a moment to continue, probably holding back his tears, "Please don't keep playing with my emotions like that (y/n). I don't think I can take it any longer.."
His words make my heart ache, but it also makes me so mad..
"Listen", careful I grab his cheeks, forcing him to look at me, as I he's the one crying this time. Again I can feel it pulling at my heart, making it throb and ache, "What I said to Jade, wasn't just in the heat of the moment. Yes I was angry and yeah, I still feel upset about it, just like I'm still upset about how you acted when we were thirteen, but that doesn't change the fact that I meant every word I said!"
While I speak, his tears still keep on streaming down his red cheeks.
"I don't even know what I feel. I just know that you make me happy and secure and.. jealous! When Jade was holding you, I felt hurt and utterly disgusted. I was and am so jealous, because I wanted to be the one you were holding. I wanted to be the one, to look up at you and see your smile! Withe Zack being ill I can't be in a relationship. But as soon as that's over I will show you how I feel and then we can be together!"
We both are just staring at each other, but I just continue to speak: "...if you still want me, that is.."
When I am done Chan's tears finally dry out. Lovingly he lays his big hands over mine and gives me one of his amazing smiles.
"I will wait, (y/n). As long as you need me to!"
Carefully I whip the last remaining tears of his face, making him chuckle, when my phone starts to ring. Confused I look at the screen, that shows home.
"You should take it.."
I give Chan a small nod, before answering: "Hello?"
"(Y/n)?"
"Zack??"
"When will you be back?"
"Soon, did something happen?"
It's quite for a second: "Mom and dad left without saying anything.. and I feel back again.."
"They left?? What do you mean they left? You know what, forget the question, I'm on my way!", I say, before he hangs up the phone. Chan and I share a concerned look and run out of the apartment.