What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader

Chapter 25 | 'Let's fly to Paris!'

(Y/n) pov:

As soon as Chan and I arrive at his house, I rush I to my room to pack a back with some clothes, money and everything I might need to fly away. While I stuff things into a bag, Chan knocks on my door.
"I think you're rushing into things", he says quietly, giving me a concerned look. I just brush it off and continue what I'm doing, until he grabs my hands, forcing me to stop and face him.
"(Y/n), you need to calm down and think before you do anything stupid", he looks at me serious.
"You don't understand, do you?", Something in me just snapps. Forcefully I escape his grip and stare at him: "This is about my brothers life, Chan. I can not liebe him, just because these excuses calling themselves 'parents' decided to get out when we needed them!"
As I rant, I don't notice that I start to cry: "I've spent month taking care of him and I'm not gonna sit here and wait for him just die because of them!"
Immediately after I say that Chan just hugs me silently and I hate it. Why is he silent now?
"Chan... I can't lose him..."
My arms are clued to my body, while his wrap around me, trying to comfort me.
"I know, but acting on you emotions, when they're so strong will make everything worst.."
I know he's right but..: "I'm scared.."
Gently he puts one of his hands on the back of my head and strokes it: "I know, but you're not alone. I'm here, (y/n)."
Hearing him say that makes me cry even more, so I hide my face in his chest and just let everyone out.

After I eventually calmed down, we walk to his parents, who are preparing dinner together. Both looks suprised, when they see my red, puffy eyes. Immediately chans mother walks up to me and hugs me as well.
"He's not dead", I reassure her, adding a yet under my breath.
The middle aged woman sighs in relief, but doesn't let go: "Why did you cry then?"
I can see her husband giving their son a scolding look, until I tell them what happened. Both seem shocked and sympathetic to my feelings.
"So you want to fly to Paris and find them?", The adults look at each other unsure.
Me, on the other hand, am more than confident about my decision: "Yes. I can not reach them otherwise. I need to try to knock some sense into them.."
At first they still look not too convinced, but eventually they give me a heartwarming smile.
"We will support you, (y/n). If there's anything we can do for you, just tell us", his father says, still smiling at me.
"Actually..", Chan had been silent the whole conversation, until now, "I want to join her.."
The room goes silent and I, again, start to cry. The second I do Chan embraces me in another hug. Both parents sigh, but agree for Chan to join me.
We talk about when we want to fly there and when it might be a good day to return.
When everything is settled, Chan and I return to my room. I'm still a little shaky when he closes the door behind us. Even tho I'm scared, I also feel excited and somewhat happy..
"So we have a day to pack our bags", Chan's says, looking at the mess I made.
"Want me to help you to get your stuff?"
Unsure I look at him: "I don't think I need your help with that but.."
Thinking about my question makes me embarrassed.. what if it's weird to ask?
"Yeah?"
"Could we.. sleep together tonight?", Immediately after the words leave my mouth, I feel even more embarrassed, "Actually, asking that was stupid. Nevermind I asked!"
"No, I'd like to spend the night with you."
After hearing that, the butterflies in my stomach ignited. Have they always been there? Have I just failed to notice them until now or was I numb to it?
"I-I'm glad to hear that", I mumble, making the boy standing in front of me grin.

After getting our stuff ready and getting ready for bed, we stand between our door in the hallway. Getting more shy by the second, I just glance at him and he returns the favour, giving me a intense stare. Though I don't really mind. He has really pretty eyes.
"S-so", I stutter a bit, which makes him smile.
I am about to ask in which room we will sleep, when he suddenly takes my hand and pulls me into his room.
"You could have just said something", nervously I look around, as he closes his bedroom door.
"That worked just as well, didn't it?"
His remark makes me blush and him chuckle.
Gently he grabs my other hand and walks me to his bed.
"Sleep on whatever side you want", he says, giving me some space.
Like a traumatized child I look at the king-sized bed in front of me. It's clean and looks unused. No way to tell on what side he usually sleeps, so I just choose the side I would usually sleep on.
As I sit down on his bed, he does the same on the opposite side and chuckles.
"No need to be shy, I mean, you already kissed me. Even though, I might give you a lovebite", he teases, making me blush more. Maybe this was a bad idea after all..
"Stop teasing me!", My whining makes him grin even more, as he grabs me and drags me down, forcing me to lay on my bad with him on top of me. Intensely he stares into my eyes, while I try to avoid his glance.
"Why so shy?", Still teasing me, he lowers himself down but stops right before he would kiss me.
"Why do you gotta be such a tease?"
"Cuz your reactions are cute~"
Chan smiles, before booping my nose gently with his.
"Are we five?"
"No, but maybe loving you makes me act this way", after these words I begin to smile as well.
"Chan."
"Yeah?"
Carefully I kiss him, which makes him blush just like I am.
"Let's go to sleep", I whisper in his ear.
"Mmmh, fine", he says and let's himself fall onto me.
"You're kinda heavy", I complain, feeling his whole weight on my smaller body.
The boy makes a hurt,but playful, face, before rolling off of me. I sigh and begin to laugh when I see his expression, when I notice how late it has gotten already. It takes me a second to process what's actually about to happen.
"13 Days.."
"Hey", he gives me a small smile, "Everything will be fine (y/n)"
Seeing his smile, makes me smile too.
"I hope so.."
"Try to not get too worked up other it", gently he puts his blanket over the both of us and wraps his arms around me, "And if you do, just wake me up and I will comfort you."
"Yeah, I will.."

"Chan.."
"(Y/n)."
"Thank you for being such a stubborn person.."