Chasing Chances

Kabanata 32

Kalma, nilalagnat ako pero hindi ko sadya na mambitin. This is part of the plot kaya iyak muna tayo. Haha. Wuvyu 😘

HOPE

And it wasn't just a quick kiss but I can feel how his lips slowly move against mine.

I was stunned at the moment, and the sensation quickly corrupted my sanity. All I could do was gasp and return the favor. 
 
The heat built up in my system, and I won't deny how addictive his kiss is. Ipinaubaya ko kay Chance ang sarili kong labi at lasap ko kung gaano kalambot ang mga labi niya.

Nakakalunod at nakakabaliw. Hindi ako makahinga nang maayos pero hindi iyon sapat na dahilan para tumigil kami.

His kisses are far different from those stolen kisses we shared. It was more enticing and addictive, and I couldn't get enough of him.

Mahigpit na pumiga ang mga daliri niya sa baywang ko at wala sa sarili akong suminghap nang maramdaman ang kakaibang init na gumapang sa buo kong katawan.

Tila nagkaroon din ng sariling buhay ang kamay ko na kusang gumapang sa leeg ni Chance at paakyat na humagod iyon sa malambot niyang buhok.

He gasped at what I did, but in return—Chance snaked his hands inside my shirt and it made me moan, realizing how warm his palm was against my skin.

Chance aggressively roamed every inch of my mouth as he parted my lips to slid his tongue.

 
"Cha—ahm…" impit kong daing sa pagitan ng mga labi namin nang humagod ang kamay ni Chance sa batok ko para siilin ako nang mas mapusok na halik.

He held my waist tightly and pulled me closer to him, flipping our position to support my weight. He even pulled my legs to the side and let me sit on his lap. 

Literal na nakaupo ako sa ibabaw niya habang nakapatong ang isa kong kamay sa malapad na dibdib ni Chance, nakasabunot ang kaliwa ko namang kamay sa malambot niyang buhok.

While Chance kept his right hand inside my shirt, caressing my waist, that fueled the heat in my body. Nakasuporta naman sa batok ko ang isa para siguraduhin na hindi ako bibitaw sa halik and I don't have any intentions to stop.

Nalulunod na ako sa halik at hawak niya. Para akong nilalagnat sa sobrang init kahit pa alam kong nakasagad ang lamig mula sa aircon.

And I don't know how to suppress the blazing fire when I'm burning with so much need. Kaya imbis na bumitaw ay malaya kong ibinuka ang bibig at hinayaan ko ang sarili na makipagtagisan sa mga labi at dila ni Chance.

"Fuck, Honey!" daing ni Chance at kasabay din noon ay ang mahina kong pag-ungol mula sa paggapang ng mga halik ni Chance sa leeg ko at ang bahagya niyang pagkagat sa manipis na balat.

"Damn, Honey. I wanna hear you screaming my name." paos na bulong ni Chance sa tainga ko at naramdaman ko ang unti-unting paggapang ng palad niya patungo sa dibdib ko.

I didn't feel anything but the heat, the needs and the desire to be touched by him but the moment he almost reached my breast, a memory of Ysa and Chase flashed in my head.
 
 
The way they kissed, the way they were almost naked, and all I can visualize is the pain in Chance's eyes.

No, they are there. They are almost cheating on him and I can't. I can't do it.

"Sandali." mabilis kong pinigilan ang kamay ni Chance at taimtim na nagtama ang mga tingin namin.

Kitang-kita ko kung paano na ang nagliliyab at mapungay niyang mga mata ay unti-unting nabalot ng pagtataka.

 
No words have come out of my mouth, but my conscience is invading my mind.