why? // ateez au

LONELY.

I was only 21 when it happened. An age which many few still call their youth, though I still had the naiveness of a child. 

So yeah, my twenties were still my childhood. A time in my childhood in which I had so many of my dreams broken, shattered right in front of my eyes, becoming nothing more than a fantasy, and I lost my happiness. 

Maybe, just maybe, during that time, I was blinded by the hope that I could fix it all, that I could heal the wounds that were inflicted on us all and restore what was once a bright and peaceful group.

But you know what they say about false hope. That can kill you.

There are only so few of us left now, some of us so broken our spirit is almost unrecognisable, and we've become nothing but robots that only function at the press of a button. 

Once eight, now are one. 

We are now forever alone. 

- SN.