AGONY.

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I've always had what people call "strong emotions." My parents often saw it when I was a kid. 

I remember when I was about 8-9, my teachers told my mother that I was "too sensitive". Too sensitive because I had emotion? Because I said what I thought? 

They always said the most bullshit. 

As soon as I was old enough, I left the house, venturing out to discover the world. And that's when I met Yunho. 

Bright, happy and full of life. And he invited me to this exact warehouse. I was so glad to find these people, including Mingi. 

But when Yunho died, I started to resent Mingi, and I'm still not sure why. 

I had so much anger and agony towards the boy, it blinded my actions. I still loved him, I loved them all. But my anger blinded my decisions. My sensitivity did. 

That's exactly what they said would happen. 

I wish I could say sorry to him.

- JH.

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