One of the biggest accomplishments for a fashion lover must be to get to help out styling one of the biggest celebrities in the world. A job that includes joining a famous singer on his world tour, getting to travel the states and style people would...
I got here two days ago. Harry's been busy with meetings and I knew because I contacted Lambert to hear about the outfits that he planned out for the tour. I was curious. And he told me Harry's been to fittings the last couple of days. I didn't tell him I was back, I didn't want to be a distraction from his work.
I was home alone when I heard the doorbell downstairs. So I walked downstairs and into the hallway. I opened the door. I looked up, into his eyes.
"I heard you were back" Jake said, he handed me a bouquet of roses. "I don't want this" I said and handed him them back. "At least talk with me Ava," he said, "then what? How long are you going to do this for?" I asked him. "We never talked anything out" he said, "go for a drive with me?" he said. "I shouldn't," I said, "we're in public Ava, I'm not ever going to ever lay a hand on you" he said.
I was in his car, "thank you for giving me a second chance" he said. "I never said anything about a second chance Jake," I whispered. "You wanted to talk, I don't really need it but go ahead" I said.
"I miss you so much" he said, I looked over at him. "You miss the idea of me" I said, "me, not really" I said. "I do" Jake said, "I don't believe that" I just said and looked out of the window. "Everything shattered Jake, the moment you pushed me down the stairs, everything after that..." I said.
"I've been under a lot of stress Ava," Jake told me, "and I let all my anger out on you, it wasn't okay, I'm deeply sorry" he told me. "We have good memories, bad ones too but maybe we should just put them behind us, focus on the good ones" Jake said.
"People love us together, my fans-" "I don't care Jake" I whispered. "You put me in an awful situation, my brother hates you," I said. He grabbed my hand gently, I looked down with tears in my eyes.
This affected me, of course it did because I knew deep down Jake was decent, he wanted to be good and do good but he was struggling. "Give me the chance, I won't leave you, I won't touch you" he said. I pulled my hand away and looked out of the window.
"Jake, this isn't easy" I said, "I know it isn't" he nodded. "Just think about it, I'll be in town for a while," he said. "Consider me," he said.
"I think you deserve to be free yeah and this is not something I just do with everyone" Davina told me, I was on facetime with her. "But I like you, I trust you and you can work from your laptop, from Los Angeles or wherever you are" she said. "For how long?" I asked her, "until you want to come to Florence, for now we can say you can travel, but we need you to come back in the summer for a few weeks" she said.
"Of course!" I said, "thank you so much." I smiled. "You're one of my favorites" she told me and smiled, "keep up the good work, okay?" she told me, "I will" i told her. "Good, you'll hear from me" she said, "thanks, bye" I said and hung up.
Harry asked me to meet him, so I drove to his house. I walked up to the door and knocked a couple of times. The door opened, Harry was there. "Come inside" he said, he sounded tired. I walked inside his hallway, "you don't need to take your shoes off" he just said, I followed him to the kitchen.
"The tour starts in two weeks" Harry said, "yeah" I nodded. "Your boss called Lambert, told him you could come?" he said, "yes" I told him. "I think it's a bad idea" he said, "I know I was the one coming up with it but I think you should go back to Florence and focus on your work there" Harry told me. "Where is this coming from?" I asked him, he took out his phone and turned the screen so I could see the pictures on it.
It was pictures from today, of Jake and me. I looked back at harry. "Why?" he asked me, "you told me he made you uncomfortable and you decided to meet up with him?" Harry asked me. I was about to say something, "you know how I feel about this guy Avalanna" Harry whispered to me. I nodded, "I know Harry but-" "But nothing Ava, I'm really mad, sad and angry at you" he told me. "I didn't even-" "Nothing is changing Ava, this situation is messed up, I don't know why else to tell you.." he said.
I knew where he was going with this, "this is nothing" I told him. "Doesn't look like nothing to me, he's not giving up Ava and I can see it on your face, you went out with him today for a reason" Harry said.
"I really like you Ava but if this is-" he stopped, "you said you trusted me Harry" I said, "and right now I really don't see any trust, you didn't even ask me why I met him" I said.
"I doubt I need an explanation for it," he said, "you don't even want to hear it?" I asked him, "I asked you to come here to tell you that I think we need to lay low, get some space from each other for some time, I need you to figure all of this out because I really do like you" Harry said.
I didn't want to cry in front of him so I nodded, "okay" I said. I walked out of his sight and walked into the hallway. I opened the door and closed it behind me. I took my phone out as I walked over to the car, I got inside of it and drove out of his driveway.
On the way home I stopped a few times, the tears were rolling down my cheeks. It blurred my vision a little. I drove in silence, I didn't need anyone to talk to me, I didn't need to talk to anyone.
I walked into my room, I found a bag and packed it with clothes. I saw my mom walk in, "going to Harry's?" she asked me. My back was facing her, I was crying in silence. "No" I just said, "he doesn't want me to talk to him anymore" I said. I was bitter, sad and a little bit angry that he just cut me off like that. It was like he didn't want to care.
"What?" mom asked me, "yeah" I said, "he told me to give him some space because he thinks I'm seeing Jake behind his back, so" I said. "But you're not?" mom said, "No, I met him because he really needed to talk to me, so yeah I talked to Jake, but I will never go back to him, not after what happened" I said. "But Harry thinks that" I said, "why?" mom asked me, "he didn't want me to explain anything, it wouldn't change anything" I just said.
"Where are you going?" mom asked me, " I have no idea, I came back to be near him but now when he doesn't need me..." I said, " this is the last place I want to be at" I said as I finished packing. "I'll go visit Drew." I said, "okay, let me drive you to the airport" mom said, "I'm sorry I'm already leaving" I just said, "don't be" she just smiled.
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