Love On Tour

Final Note : Based on a true story.

This is probably my most sentimental story so far. I started this out last year when Harry started Love on tour. I just thought it would be a cool idea for a story. I think I personally just wanted a happy story out here, something happy to read. It's a soft story, a soft Harry that just falls in love with a pretty normal girl.

This story was long but I never intended it to be a short one because I wanted it to be worked well through. I did not want to rush anything with this story. It has more than 710.000 thousand words in it which I believe is a personal record.

What inspired me to write this you may ask?

The thing is that sometime last year when I sat down I was struggling to express my feelings. The thing was that I had feelings for a guy, he was no musician but he was in the entertainment business and I had a gut feeling about him being the perfect one. Turns out he was not. Jake in this story was the guy I fell in love with.

We were dating for a month before I started to notice a few things. I noticed the way he talked, the way he wanted me to come everywhere with him but not wanting me to be known by any of his friends. I felt like a sidepiece and I felt useless.

It was physical abuse but I was stupid enough to let it go and stay.

I left and went home one morning and I felt scared, I was angry because I realized what was going on. I wanted something better and I knew I deserved better than what he put me through. Throughout the year, he's been contacting me, trying to reach out to me with the intention of getting back together, back to 'normal' as he liked to put it.

Here's where Harry comes into the picture. I know it seems weird for some people and some might not even understand where I'm coming from but I hope some people will try and understand it, maybe just listen. Harry has been the figure, the person to pull me out. He did not save me, I saved myself from what I went through but he was there, not physically but emotionally.

I started having nightmares, staying up till the morning because I did not want to sleep at all. I just couldn't. I've been a fan of harry ever since he went solo, even when he was in the band i loved and adored him.

So I watched interviews with him, clips of him talking about life, mental health and love. And he truly did get it in my head, that I deserve everything in the world and that I shouldn't settle for less.

I deserve to be treated right, treated with kindness and this guy was not going to treat me well, so I walked away from the situation and I'm not looking back.

This story means a lot to me, even though it's not real and it will never be real it helped me a lot. I see Harry as a friend here, a friend who helped me through a hard time. I know we're not friends in real life but I still see him as a close friend because he was one of the people who could get inside my head and tell me what was right and wrong.

I never intended to write this story, I used it to get my words and feelings out. But then Love On Tour came to life and here's the end. I believe everyone deserves happiness. I think everyone deserves to be truly happy. This story was based on a true story that I will always look back on with sadness but this story wouldn't be here if I didn't go through all of that. 

And on that note I just want to say thank you for all the love you've shown. The support is nice to see, it moves me truly. I don't know if I'll ever write something like this again. But I'm happy I did. I'm grateful that I could write this, thank you all for reading this long, it means the world to me.

And as Harry so beautifully put out there;

"To boyfriends everywhere, f**k you."