Love On Tour

London / Love of my life.

Harry Styles

"Happy release day" Ava told me this morning, my album was officially out. For the world to hear. We've spent the morning in bed mostly, just talking and enjoying the morning.

I did not have a ton of plans today, I had a few calls, interviews too that I needed to do but I could do them from the house, which was perfect for me.

I got through the first two interviews before the clock hit one. I looked outside the window, it was raining. I saw a person in the garden, I had to look twice to see that it was Ava. She was pouring wet from all the water, the rain had soaked her.

I walked outside, I walked over to her. "Ava?" I asked her, and she looked over. "What's wrong babylove?" I asked her, "I've not seen rain for a very long time" she told me. I laughed a little, "you're getting soaked love, and then you'll get sick" I told her. I was slowly getting soaked too. "You chose to come out here" she smiled, "can rain make you this excited?" I asked her and hugged her from behind, wrapped my arms around her. "It can yeah" she said, "mmmh" I whispered.

"How long have you been standing out here ava?" I asked her, "about five minutes," she told me. "Well maybe you should think about coming inside, get some dry and warm clothes on" I told her. "I know" she said, I grabbed her hand and walked inside the house.

While Ava showered I did my last interview for the day, I started making dinner. It was not until I felt a pair of arms around my body that I was being pulled out of my thoughts. "Hey" I said, I turned to see Ava.

She was in my clothes, I loved her in my clothes. "Hey" she said, "you feel alright my love?" I asked her, she nodded. I leaned down and kissed her on her cheek, "you're sure?" I asked her. "Yeah" she said, "just tired today" she said. "Well after dinner we can go watch a movie in the living room?" I asked her, "that sounds good," Ava said.

"Come lay with me" I smiled at Ava, she walked over to me and sat down on the couch. "Come over here" I whispered, and I opened my arms for her. She crawled over to me to lay down in between my legs, resting her head on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her. 

"You know.." I said, "I have a feeling you're sad Ava" I told her, "you know you can talk to me about anything, right?" I asked her. "I know Harry" she said, "I overheard one of your interviews earlier, right before you found me outside in the rain" she said. "Mmmh" I nodded, "are you going on tour again?" she asked me. She sounded exhausted but she wanted answers. "People seem to want it" I said, "I told you it's my favorite part of what I do, it's the performing" I said.

"And a while back I made this deal with Jeff... I want to do a tour, one more tour" I said. "I want to do this so I can focus a hundred percent on my personal life but I just feel like.." I stopped. "I don't know Ava, I just.. Feel like I need to finish what I started and this album means a lot to me and I want to stop after it, at least for a while I want to just live with you, just enjoy our time" I told her. "So yes, in July the tour starts in New York, it ends in October here in London" I told her.

"Why are you sad baby?" I asked her, "I don't want you to leave," she whispered. "I'm not going anywhere," I whispered, "you know that love" I said. "You're welcome to come with me, you're welcome to stay here or go wherever you'd like, it doesn't matter, I'll come back, I'll always come back to you because you're the love of my life, you're my future" I whispered. "We'll work things out" I said at last, "okay" she said. "We always will," I said and she nodded.