Love On Tour

Orlando / Can you see that I'm anxious?

Avalanna Carlson

Walking out of the airport to get back to work was a strange feeling when I knew Drew was home in Los Angeles recovering still. I didn't want to leave but I had to be here since Lambert wasn't going to be here for another week.

I walked over to the black car, Jeffrey stood there waiting for me. "Let me help you with that" he told me as he got my suitcase, "thank you" I said and got inside the car.

"How's your brother?" Jeffrey asked me, I looked out of the window. "He's recovering.." I told him, "that's good," he told me. "How are you?" he asked me, "also recovering..." I told him. "I haven't had a solid night of sleep for four days Jeffrey, I needed to be there for my brother but I also have to be here for work, I'm tired and I'm scared that something will happen again," I told him.

"I'm sorry" Jeffrey said, "this is not on you, you have nothing to be sorry about" I just said, I kept looking out. "I'm talking about the reason you left New York early.." he told me, "you didn't deserve it, I treated you unfairly and I'm sorry for that, for accusing you of an act you never did" he said.

"And I went over the line when I said I would use the nda against you, I really did" Jeffrey said. "And I already tore it apart, Harry told me that you two talked about it" he said, "we did" I nodded. "But thanks, I appreciate it" I told him. "Just.. Please if you need anything you can come to me" he told me as we parked by the arena.

"There's only two buses?" I asked Jeffrey, "yeah, there's something wrong with one of them, so we're travelling in two, it can be done" Jeffrey told me. "You're in bus one" he told me as he got my suitcase out, I nodded.

I walked in, I saw Mitch, Nellie and Sarah in here. "Finally you're here!" Sarah smiled, " I made it," I nodded. "Welcome" mitch said and walked over, "Nellie told us, how's your brother, how are you?" he asked me. "He's doing better, I'm still trying to wrap my head around what happened, but I'm here" I said. "Did you tell Harry as well?" I asked Nellie, "I think Jeffrey told him, he's been running around all morning though, he looks worried" Nellie told me.

I walked down the hallway with Harry's outfit, it was already four. I opened the door to the dressing room that Jeffrey told me that he was in. I walked over to hang his outfit on a hanger.

Harry was laying on the couch, asleep. I walked over to sit on the end of the couch, and looked at him. He's going to be late if he doesn't wake up soon.

I think fifteen minutes passed and I just sat there, I got up, I needed to wake him up. "Harry?" I said, "Harry?" I said again, I grabbed his hand and tried to wake him up.

He finally opened his eyes, woke up. "You need to get dressed" I told him and let go of his hand, "Ava" he said, he sat up. "I'm going to go help Sarah-" "Hey wait.." Harry whispered. I turned to him. "Come over here for a minute," he told me, and I walked over. "Sit" he said, I sat down on the couch.

"You look tired..." he told me, "I am" I nodded. "How's Drew doing?" he asked me, "fine" I told him and got up. "And you" he said, "how are you?" he asked me. "Fine," I just said. "Get dressed, Nellie is already waiting for you" I said and decided to walk out of the room.