Trapped with Spiro Gray

UNPUBLISHING

Hello!

I decided to unpublish this book abd just left this note because some comments are just too much and below the belt for me.

Noong ma-recommend sa TikTok ang story na 'to, marami nang nagsi-sulputan na comments and some of it are just too much. But I did my best to ignore all of those.

Ngayon lang talaga ako napuno.

I am perfectly aware about the flaws of my story and I am not proud of it. Some scene are too much to handle that's why I put lots of warning in this story. I hope binasa niyo ang mga 'yon.

Let's talk about the age gap. Phamela and Spiro has four years gap. I know that there's no problem about the age gap as long as they're both adults. Pero iba yung sa story. One of them is minor. Hindi ko ginusto. Kailangan lang umikot ng story sa 'Teenage Pregnancy' dahil napapanahon. But it doesn't mean that I am normalizing teenage pregnancy and having a relationship with a minor. I am not normalizing it.

The other scene was planned. 'Yung preggy na ulit si Phamela. I planned it all, of course. If you read my note at the last part of epilogue, you'll know what I mean.

Sa unang chapters, may note ako na Spiro will be abuser, rap!st or what. What I mean about it is yung scene na he had sex with Phamela's who's still a minor. Yoon 'yon.

Yung pamimilit niya kay Phamela noong adults na sila, hindi ko pinlalo 'yon. Katulad nga ng sabi ko sa epilogue, I was enjoying my readers reactions that time.

Sa Trapped with Spiro Gray ako nagkaro'n ng readers na every chapter, may comments. I was so happy that time. Iniisip ko na mas gusto ng readers yung painful scene that's why I kept writing those scene na sumobra na.

I am a reader, too. I am that type of a reader na mas gusto yung masasakit na scene kaysa sa mga nakakakilig or happy scene kaya naging gano'n yung way of writing ko.

Like Spiro, being cruel to Phamela even though she's pregnant. I didn't planned it. I just want it to be more painful.

Isa pa, before ko sinulat yung story na 'to, marami muna akong nabasa na mas grabe pa. Wala namang nagre-reklamo.

But then I forgot that Wattpad readers is way sensitive than before.

I literally lost my appetite.

Nag-message ako sa isang author na nag-unpublished ng stories niya because of toxic readers. I told her na 'wag papaapekto pero sa huli, ako rin pala.

Marami akong nakikitang comments na sana raw may gantong scene, sana ginawang ganto or what. Marami pala kayong plano sa story ko, edi sana kayo na nag-sulat.

What's with other readers nowadays?

I was the one who made this book. I am the only one who can decide what will happen. If you don't like the story, then leave and thank you for trying.

It's so easy. Kung ayaw niyo sa story, 'wag niyong basahin. Kung gusto niyong ituloy, then it's your decision at 'wag niyong isisisi sakin na para bang ginusto kong basahin niyo ang story ko. Hindi ako nag-kulang ng warning.

I actually have plan for this story. May mga scene na hindi ko naisulat kahit planado ko because I chose the painful ones. Plano kong gawan ng different ending ang Trapped with Spiro Gray.

Nakahanda na lahat. Book cover, title, and scenes. Isusulat na lang. I posted it on my twitter account ( the title ) last month.

Gusto ko lang tapusin muna yung on-going stories ko bago ko isulat yung different ending.

That book was suppose to give us peace of mind. Sa book na 'yon, the baby number two was alive. At sa book na 'yon, Phamela and Zero ended up together.

I was so excited to write that book, but after what happened? Nawalan na talaga ako ng gana.

I don't do fan service. Kung anong gusto kong mangyari sa story ko, 'yon yung gagawin ko at 'yon ang masusunod. But to have my peaceful life, I will change some scenes if ever magkaro'n ulit ako ng desire ibalik ang story na 'to.

Kasi sa ngayon, I don't know anymore. Hindi ko alam kung ibabalik ko pa ito. Maybe yes, maybe no.

Sa magsasabing feedbacks 'yon, well, hindi po. Magkaiba ang feedbacks sa hate comments.

For those people who appreciates me and this story, thank you so much! I owe you a lot. Specially the silent readers, I prefer you more than those readers who's always you know...

For those readers who pushed me to unpublish this story through your hateful comments, I just want to say that it was your decision to read my story so stop throwing bullets on me.

KASELL