I've gotten so used to talking to you again and everyday that I got so used to checking my phone every minute and seeing your name always on my notifications and I feel so obligated to keep seeing it I check my phone all the time now but your name isn't there anymore and it's going to take me some time to get used to only seeing nothing but the time and date and my lock screen and an empty notification bar I miss you and talking to you was the greatest thing but I won't let myself get more attached more than I already am only to end up getting hurt in the end. 3.17.18
