Not everyone understands that I'm the type of girl that writes her heart out that pours hers soul into every word she says until her mind is empty and even so minutes later she'll have something to write again or say because she never runs out of words or questions because her mind is always wondering around but when it comes to talking to people it blanks out and I panic and get anxiety and I just stop talking because I feel like the conversation will crash or I will somehow make it crash by saying the wrong thing. I rather have someone's presence, make eye contact, sit next to them in silence waiting for a good conversation to pop up while we are paying attention to our surroundings or listening to that good song that's on the radio. 3.30.18
