There are so many things you learn about the airport specially when you get there too early for your flight and you have to wait like 8 hours. The first thing is that it can be very stressful and confusing but then it's very emotional watching families and lovers saying their goodbyes you never know if it can be the last time you see them again. Also people can be really nice and friendly I got called sunshine today right when it was started to rain and after that my day started to brighten up and as I put my phone down and paused spring breakers to save phone battery I started watching people and the skies turn gray it's so nice seeing people greet their loved ones after not seeing them for a while seeing their smile on their faces and the happiness that happiness I wish I had today I saw a dog greet it's owner and it made me smile the dog was just so excited and all over the owner . But mostly if you are at the airport like me too early for your flight you mostly see the workers exhausted and stressed just wishing they were home while most of us just want to be here and leave Home and not come back for a while, I honestly see myself working here or in the aircraft right now I feel sick from waiting outside I feel homesick already and I haven't left but I feel homesick for a place that is unknown to me all I know is that I want to be alright and surrounded by something familiar.//7.31.18-5:12pm but mostly what I wish right now is that I had someone with me. // - 5:16pm . I'm starting to get emotional watching everyone saying their goodbyes.//- 5:45 pm . I'm still waiting outside for my flight and it's gray and cloudy and breeze and all I can think of it's that if you were here next to me everything would of been so different my emotions are so dead maybe if it were a flight to see you I would've been the most excited and happy and nothing would of mattered but you.//- 5:58pm . Being surrounded by people that care and love each other makes me feel alone and I'm sitting here alone.// - 6:02pm . I miss you and I miss my family.// - 6:06pm
