Dear someone I don't say future lover or just lover because it feels wrong somehow everyone eventually leaves so I'm full of trust issues anyways let me start again the right way.
Dear lover you are days maybe weeks or months or years far for me to reach.
I just wish you were next to me in moments like this, moments I wish I could share with someone as special as you it's beautiful out here I sleep in a big lonely cold bed all by myself and all I could think about is maybe if I had someone that loved me beside me I wouldn't be falling asleep at 3 in the morning watching friends, because hearing their voices while falling asleep makes me feel less lonely. //8.19.18-5:41pm
