I've heard that when a heart is healing it also hurts but it feels like someone is stabbing me with a knife softly and the worse part of it all is that I'm scared that my heart might heal for nothing because it might be broken again I'm afraid of getting attached but at the same time I want to love him and I want him to love me back I'm scared and confused but i just want to protect my feelings but as long as he's loving me I'm going to love him because that's what I do, I love sometimes more than the other person but I give all my love because I think they needed it more than I do.//4.17.18-10:18- thinking
