I feel like I don't exist, like I don't live in this world anymore I just feel like I don't belong. there is this voice In my head that keeps repeating I'm going to kill myself I feel like I have no purpose I feel like a waste of everything I don't feel like myself I really don't know who I am, I'm so lost but I don't want anyone to come and save me I don't trust anyone because every time I'm in a hole they just keep digging me up deeper. // 4.13.18-4:39am - I don't trust humans anymore nor anything - 4:40 am
