No one truly knows what my biggest fear is and I feel like people should know that the reason I take pictures of every single moment and write so much about my life is because I'm afraid of forgetting of someday getting amnesia or when I'm old getting Alzheimer's I want to remember every moment specially the good ones. I'm a depressive person and somehow when I'm depressed I tend to forget things fast and then I start wondering and thinking about what I said and it drives me crazy and I don't want that.//4.14.18-3:13pm- staring at nature
