I don't want to wait for you forever, I don't want to wait for you at all but my stubborn heart is filled with you it only beats for you and my love for you is so intense that I'm willing to die alone because I know I will never love anyone as much as I love you and I don't want someone else to love, I want you and only you. I really want these bridges between us to finally burn down but they don't seem to set fire like my heart does and even my love for you will be as strong as anything I could imagine I have to move on with my life this is honestly the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life. How can someone change your life forever in a matter of days, you had that impact in my life like a nuclear bomb hitting directly into my heart I still don't understand this love, this immense love I have for you that I can't get rid of and every time I have an opportunity to wish for something great I waste it on you and gosh you are so worth it babe. I wish you could love me with the same immensity I love you I wish you felt the same way but that's something that I've proved impossible so I have to say farewell to everything we had and let go if I can, I will fight to cut ties with you because this is too much for me to handle alone.//7.24.18-9:43pm
