My head fucking hurts, a whole lot. It's pounding to a point where my ears are throbbing. I don't know how I feel right now. I've cried to much that it hurts for a year to even form. I sit up against the headboard feeling light headed after the little movement.
I glance at Jovian who failed to keep his hands to himself. All night he would throw his arm over me or just be close to me in general. I mean I don't mind, it was actually comforting.
When they took Rosen from me I felt like I just lost a piece of myself. I don't really have any idea how I'm going to get her back but I know I'll do anything to make sure she gets back to me.
The smell of bacon made my stomach churn. The thought of food made me gag. I staggered to my bathroom, falling down in front of the toilet. I started to puke uncontrollably. I flushed the toilet leaning back trying to catch my breath.
You need to get it together, for rosen.
My eyes wandered to my medicine cabinet. Using the counter for support I lifted myself up and opened the cabinet. My eyes searched the labels until I found the painkillers they prescribed me for my head injury. I stopped taking them because they made me feel.. different but it made me feel numb. I like that feeling.
I took the bottle in my hands. Should I? I mean it'll help me physically. I can't do shit, hell I don't want Jovian or any of the others to have to take care of me.
A knock on the door startled me "Jules you ight in there?" I struggled opening the pills then I finally got it to open.
"Yeah. I'll be out in a minute" I took five of the pills and stuffed them in my pockets. I stumbled around to put the bottle back.
I placed one of the pills in my mouth and swallowed, and took another one. Quick and easy. I opened the door still walking around in zigzags. Jovian was sitting on the edge of the bed running hand down his locs. "you look a bit pale." I used the wall to steady myself, what the fuck is wrong with me. My vision blurred. I squeezed my eyes shut and opened them to a normal sight again. "Can you get my glasses?" I pointed to the nightstand I thought,
"You're pointing at the window." I attempted to give him a glare. Within minutes I felt my glasses in my hand and I placed them on, blinking a couple of times. I'm good.
We soon made our way to the kitchen. Where Ansel was cooking. I fell back in a chair. Getting up in the morning without Rosen is a big setback. I love being able to hold her in the morning. Seeing her smile every morning.
"Jules you're good? You're shaking" Ansel came over to set a plate in front of me. I looked up at him and nodded. Kia came into view with scrubs on, "You gotta eat hun" Kia set a glass of water in front of me.
"I'm not hungry." I grabbed my phone off the table and texted someone who could help me right now. Someone who wouldn't pity me but help me get revenge.
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Jules' Curse (#2)
RomanceCan be read as a stand-alone. Jules never knew who she was. She never had time to figure out who she was. After an incident that happened her college year, she ran to the only person she could. There she could face more obstacles. Dealing with bein...